It Went a Little Somethin Like this

Monday 5/4/15

         I woke up, jumped out of bed, again with the same schedule, rushing to school. I said my goodbyes, and I didn't forget my glasses this time, OKAY!?!?. Anywhooo, I ran to the car, telling my step dad how I have a feeling that today was going to be the best day ever. I actually think at that time, because of Edgar, I had looked forward to going to school. Which is silly really. As I attended to school, I ran to my locker, got my things ready, and there he was. My crush, the guy who, I would do anything for, the love of my life. It was as if everything around him was a shadow of darkness, and he was the light, my angel, my guardian or something. As he walked up to me, I froze, so did he. Standing there, staring at each other in an awkward silence, he then speaks. 'What's up fool?' I couldn't help myself but smile and replied 'Nothing much'. He then hugged me, saying how his class starts soon, and that I should go to mine as well, as he then hugged me and said 'bye shorty'. I loved it, he was just so cute, and now a nickname, I just, died inside. I went to class, I believe it was computers, I never liked computers. Mostly because of the teacher, he always annoyed me and such.

       After computer class was over, I went off to science. As of Edgar going off to math, I was so happy to see him, and couldn't wait to give him a big hug. As I reached the 3rd floor, waited around a bit, and stalled by having to go get a 'drink of water'. There he was ladies and gentlemen, it was as if time froze. I then ran to him, gave him a hug, we didn't say much, we were both really shy, and so every time we seen each other it was just pause, stare, hug,  and leave. So that it was exactly happen. No words, but hugs, and that was fine by me.  I then hurry off to science, while math teachers were yelling at Edgar to get to class. 

     Again, I didn't pay attention in science, although it was my favorite subject, I think that year, I never payed any attention, which led me to bad grades. I was in an honor program, so it got stressful at points. I told Edgar about my grades, as he always encouraged me to do better, and was supportive, but not for long. Any ways, you'll know about that later. As science class ended. I was then off to math for two boring hours again, until recess of course. Sitting in math class, doing lessons on my computer, I couldn't help myself but think, what am I going to say to him at recess? Or, should I even go up to him? But it would be so awkward. I was afraid, I mean, Yes he is my boyfriend, but barely !! We were still at that shy, awkward stage. We were at that state for a while really. 

    Bell rings, its off to recess. I go to my locker, put all my stuff away, get my sweater, then ran outside. Nobody really knew that Edgar and I were together. Everyone had there speculations, but were clueless. As I saw Edgar, sitting on the bench. I went up to him, sat right next to him, and put my hood on. He looked at me, smiled, and said 'what are you doing?' As he pulled off my hood I squealed and said 'NO!!' I laughed, and had put my hood back on, as he kept on taking it off, I left it alone. We were both quiet, looking at everyone playing and such, then I couldn't help myself but look at him. He was just so, so cute, and I loved him, that feeling, that that spark you feel, the happiness, the tingling feeling in your stomach, the constant smiling, the love that was presented, just everything, I knew it, I finally knew what it was like to be, to be in love for the first time.

    I head inside the school, to go to lunch, as I waited in line with Edgar, Austin had went up to us and asked 'Are you two together or somethin?' I became speechless, I looked at Edgar, as he smiled and said 'Yes' and looked at me. I swear I was red as a tomato or something, and he then started to mess with me and squeeze my cheeks. As the line moved up, he started to hug me from behind, his presence, just lifted me up, I felt as if, I was a different person. But little did I know, I actually was turning into a different person.