If you were a girl

Addictive Poison

His lips were so sweet I might go diabetic. So soft.. I craved for more.

He tried to pull away but with my thumb I made an entry in between his lips. The kiss was deeper. His taste was so lovely I could live like this, in this moment forever.

Only a fraction of a second passed before I felt it. A lashing pain crossed my face two fractions of a second before the door opened.

Sousuke had punched me... hard. The metallic taste of blood hugged my throat.

"Sou--" he was already at the door. Without turning back he pushed past the three guys that entered.
"Oi!" They gave annoyed glares before ignoring him.

My brain cells began to work again.

What have you done! Was all my mind yelled. The three other guys look awkwardly at me as they walked around me to the stalls.

I have to keep it together.

I walked cautiously to the sinks and opened the faucet slowly. The water felt cool on my face. Sousuke had punched me hard enough to make my inner cheek bleed.

I was made a mess, my eyes were wide and I had no control. Do I go after him? As if, he'd kill me.
Not that it mattered, I wouldn't mind if it were him.

Besides I had the feeling that if I went after him now I would only make things worse.. but.. I have to go!

No! If I have any chance to see him again is to give him space... Sousuke.

One of them came out and froze to see me still here. I ignored him and with the remaining water, brushed my hair back. My over confident face always keeps them from coming close and makes them think I'm still in my cool.

Soon enough he was as intimidated as I had expected. Good, the more they think your full of yourself the more they stay away.
Unless they are full of themselves and want something they think you have.

Swiftly I walked out almost with hope but Sousuke wasn't outside. Or at least visible in the dying crowd.

I'm such a baaka or idiot in Japanese. Imbecile...

The crowds gwak but there is only one pair of eyes I want to see look my way. The girl from before opened her mouth to speak to me but I just pretend not to notice, not that it was too hard to fake.

My car was in sight but not the person I wanted to see. I almost felt like sulking as I pulled the keys out.

Once in the car I let myself do a slow face-palm. Nothing too big, there were still people close.

Then the idea came to me.. anxious I pulled my phone out. No message.

No wait! There was a message! It was titled: Jerk!

You jerk! Sneaking up attacks like that baaaaka!
Don't text him again.

K </3

Karely... another message from her came in.

Just kidding! You must've fainted!
Naa jk!
I'll tell you when he's over it.