CHAPTER 18
Taylor's P.O.V
We're on our way to my prom. Actually this's my first prom. I never go to the prom before. I hope this will be the best prom I've ever had. Because I am here with Shawn.
Actually, I don't know his identity, I mean his full identity. I am still curious about why did he have so many fans in out there. I thought he just a winner of competition. I think just that. And someone that just become a winner is really impossible to perform in taylor swift's concert. It is really impossible for regular person. Seriously, he has got lots of fans in out there. I just want to know his identity. He never tell me about his social media and If I ask something about him, he'll go away from me. I just don't understand. I just need the reason why he did this to me. I am dying. I am almost falling in love with him. So, I have to know his full identity. Because I am scared I will be disappointed if I go through and still fallin' love with him. I have already tried to find out about him on the internet. But I don't know why I always don't get connection to search him on the google. It seems like shawn knows about what I want to do, and he just like turns off the connection. And you must be asking me why I didn't search him when I go back to my house. The answer is I don't have enough time for it because I have to take care my brother and then I have to do my school tasks and stuff. I hate my school life and probably I will hate what I have done for this couple days with him. With shawn.
I didn't talk anything along our ride. Even he has already tried to speak with me just like say to get ready and stuff. I am absolutely happy. Believe me guys. But I still keep thinking about this. I walk to the prom with someone that gave a fuck to me. I trust him. But not at all. He is kind to me. But I still want to find out about him without any bad hat. Now, I try to believe him whatever he has done to me. I have to trust him yeah. I have to. But I am sorry shawn, I still have to know who you are. I have to release all this fuckin' problems. I have to be an old taylor. I know it is still the same but I feel I am not an old taylor anymore. But I have to be.
I have told to Mr. Tom about the address of the party. He looks so happy. He always reminds me to get ready. He is so attractive right now with a black tuxedo and his hair tho. His hair is so messy because he hasn't already combed his hair yet. He just combed his hair with his fingers and tried to make it good. It just took 20 minutes. Then I talk to mr. tom to park the car just for a moment.
Mr. Tom.. Can you pull up this car just for the second ? I want to talk to shawn and it is really important.
Okay Miss... hm.. I forgot. Okay, Miss Taylor.
Yah, whatever you said mr tom.
Mr. tom is a good driver. He never say tired to do something that we want to. I like him.
He just pull up the car in front of the building. I know it is quite hard for limo.
I haven't already told you yet about what we use to get to the party. Yeah, we used a big limo. It is white. It is super cool. This limo is really attractive. So, everyone in there are keep staring at us. Fortunately, they couldn't see us. Yeah, you know the mirror and stuff ..
Is it okay mum if I park this car in here?
It is okay mr tom. Shawn..
Yeah.. –he is trying to comb his hair with his fingers- what?
No.. just thanks for coming and being my friend in this prom. Seriously..
No.. it is not big deal. Btwy I don't have any plan for this night, so you really make my day.
Okay, are you ready? Actually, I just got a message from my teacher, miss pamella. She said that the rules of this prom is we have to wear a mask before entering the spot. Do you have any mask in your car?
Sure. There are two masks in my car. I knew it! I have told to mr. tom to buy it beside prepare this car.
