CHAPTER 19
Author's P.O.V
Taylor has agreed to dance with shawn. After that they try to find a place to dance. They are dancing right now. Fortunately the dj played a music that is quite romantic. Suddenly, maybe they only danced for 3 seconds and taylor take off her hand from shawn's neck and said.
I am sorry shawn. I cant dance, seriously. I am really bad at this thing.
Trust me.
I am pretty sure you can dance and you are just degrading your ability. Trust me. You are the best dancer I have ever met. Just listen and feel the song. Close your eyes. Follow the rhythm of the music and you can do it. Just listen what I said whatever you do must be amazing and no one can get you down.
Taylor just nodded and started to close her eyes. Taylor started to feel the music, the tone of the music and start to dance. Taylor grabs shawn's fingers so tight. Shawn starts to hug her waist. They have already danced. To the right and to the left. They are very romantic. Their cheeks are changing colour into pink. They are so shy but they are still enjoy the dance.
After that shawn starts to close his eyes. They are dancing like there is nobody there. They danced with love. They are very happy. When the music starts to stop, Shawn's head is starting to close with her head. Shawn is starting to kiss her and Taylor who had the same feeling also wanted to kiss him. Their heads are already close. Their noses have already touched each other. Suddenly, Mc is yelling out to open the party and they are aware of what they have done and they are just stop the dance.
They become awkwardly.
Tay, I am sorry I didn't mean to make our date just like awkward you know..
Yeah. It is fine. Do you want to drink?
Sure.
Okay, I will be back in 2 seconds.
Shawn's P.O.V
Fuck. I make our date become awkward. I shouldn't do that. You are such a dick shawn. I should know, it is not the time to kiss her. It is her party, not yours. Just back off and realize you are just her friend. That's all.
I am waiting her to take some drinks for us right now. I think I should find a seat. I found it. It located in the corner of this place which is near the entrance. I sit there and I take my phone out of my pocket. I try to update my photo in snapchat when I wear this mask.
Maybe my fans will like it. I also write the caption for this photo "Just chilling and try to get some new friends xx".
I still wait her and its just about 2 minutes suddenly a woman come to me. She is wearing a red dress which is very attractive but its not for my eyes. She take a chair to sit next to me. I pretend to play my phone and suddenly she just talks to me
Hey!
Um.. are you talking to me right now?
Yeah, I am talking to you right now. Im talking to someone who being alone in here without any pairs.
Haha, actually I have.
Ow, okay. I am sorry it is gonna be weird but I just want to say, Are you seeing anyone?
What? Why did you say that?
I mean Im sure you look so hot without mask, so..
Okay man, I am single right now but I have a date so,if you try to make a relationship with me, I am sorry it cant works on me.
She is jumping on me right now, I am so grateful because taylor is on her way to come to me.
She is my savior. Thanks god. I just ran to her and take off her arm and back to her and try to introduce tay. Tay looks so confused right now but I don't care. Its better than she's trying to flirt me again.
Here man,, this is my date. Her name is taylor, taylor marie.
Are you fucking serious? Why did you just introduce her to me when I want to make out with you? You are such a.. Urghh fuck you!
I am just laughing it. I will say sorry to her one day because I've made her jelly. Taylor is still confused then she just asked to me.
What did you do hun?
She tried to make out with me. I hate it tay. so, I just want to show off to her about I have a date so, it can make her to stay away from me.
Aw.. okay. I got it. Just be careful shawn. There are lots of people in here which is include bad or good person.
Yeah. I got it. Btwy, where is my drink? I am so thirsty.
Here..
Thanks.
Is is boring to be here?
Yeah. Haha.
I am sorry, I know that girl fucked up the party and then it made the party bored as fuck.
No, its fine.
I think we should go home shawn.
Why?
No, I just feel that.
Okay,, whatever you want tay.
The party is over for both of us. It is so boring. I hate it and I am pretty sure she hates it too. Because we didn't do anything in there. Its her party, I mean it is her first prom night in her new high school and I messed up everything. I shouldn't do that to her. I shouldn't say that I am bored in there. Well, if she want to punch me, I will give it to her. I failed to make this day's the best day ever for us. For me, and for taylor. This sucks!
We are on our way to taylor's home. We didn't speak any words as usual. I think she's disappointed because of what I've done to her. I am sorry tay to make our date didn't work as well. I am sad. I regret I cant make her happy. I regret for everything that I've done to her today. I am sure I can do better than that I've done to her today seriously. I promise one day I will stick around you and I wont make you sad.
Our driver, Mr. Tom always closes his mouth with his hand along our ride. I think he's ready to fall asleep. Yeah, it is happening right now. This car is uncontrol right now. We are so panic.We are scared. The distance between me and spot of driver is far, so I can't control this fuckin' car.
Fuck. There is a big truck in front of us. We will crash it in one minute I think. I take her hands and say my real identity. I grab her hands so hard. Her hand is cold as mine. We are both scared. Our hearts are beating so fast right now. We are totally scared. This car is just spinning around. And i try to talk to her..
TAYLOR,, I KNOW YOU WONT BELIEVE THIS.. I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE YOU WHEN WE FIRST MET.. WHEN I SAW YOU I JUST LIKE SEE MY FUTURE.. I REALLY WANT TO MAKE A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU.. I AM SERIOUS... AND TO BE HONEST I AM NOT A WINNER OF A CHAMPIONSHIP.. I AM SHAWN MENDES.. I WAS BORN IN CANADA IN 1998... I AM A SINGER.. FAMOUS SINGER.. SO BECAUSE OF THAT I HAVE LOTS OF FANS IN OUT THERE.. I AM SORRY FOR TOLD A SHIT TO YOU.. START FROM NOW I WONT DO THAT AGAIN... I PROMISE TAY.. FOR GOD SAKE I WONT DO THAT AGAIN... I LOVE YOU.. IF I DIE JUST PLEASE REMEMBER ME FOR A CENTURY AND FOR YOUR WHOLE LIFE THAT I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING THAT? WHY DID YOU TELL A LIE TO ME? I AM SO DISAPPOINTED RIGHT NOW!BUT NEVER MIND.. DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. I HAVE ALREADY FORGIVEN YOU SERIOUSLY!! I LOVE YOU SHAWN! YEAH I WILL REMEMBER YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE AND IF I DIE, YOU MUST DO THE SAME.
We have already crashed the truck. Everyone are watching us without give any help to us. They are keep staring at us. Unfortunately, it is a oil truck. God, if today is my last day with her, Please this is my last request that I want to give it to you,, I just want to meet her again in my another life. Please make it come true. Thanks.
