Welcome To New York #Wattys2016 (Book 1)

Chapter #8: "Wildest Dream"

I moan as he pulls and tugs on my body and hair. How it got to this position I'm not entirely sure. Everything after I explained to A.J that his best friend also known as his "sister" was in danger just went blank. He rides me like a horse making my body shiver and shake. It's weird how I got here. I'm still incredibly mad with Nick and how he just said that I was a replacement for Liv. It still stings in the heart like a bullet through the chest. Sorry, I didn't mean to quote him right now but that's how it feels. He repositions himself to get his member inside of me and starts gliding on mine with his own. He stops and spits into a bucket clearly he's still pretty sick but I don't mind.

"You alright?" I ask. He nods and just kisses my body, lusciously making me melt and then he sucks on the one thing that's not supposed to be his. As I move up, he tries to catch it with his mouth looking at me confused. "What the hell?" he says as I just look at him with uncertainty.

"Kitty?" he asks me... "Don't call me that," I say with disgust in the tone of my voice. It's not my place to be here and especially not in his bedroom. I have to get out of here but how? I have no idea as he spits his mucus out into the bucket again and suddenly just slides out of me making my V hurt as we hear a POP. I jump up and slowly slide the condom out of my V and put it in his hands and say "If I'm pregnant, you're dead." He nods and coughs. I go downstairs and he follows but it's not because he's leaving.

As I open the door he asks me "What the hell did you do with Charlie?" I looked at him confused and then defend myself as I say "I didn't do anything to her if I was upstairs on a joy ride with you which shouldn't have happened in the first place, anyways I'm just saying." I cross my arms furiously at him as he comes and kisses me hard and passionately. Once again we're upstairs undressed in his bed for the second time. This isn't happening right now. I'm having a dream clearly one of the wildest dreams ever. There I go again quoting songs from my favorite artist, it just happens randomly.

I look up at him and mumble "Sorry" as I get off and this time really leave. I hear his feet coming behind me as he says "This was a mistake I'm happy with Charlie Aby" which I figured he'd say that. I nod and just go out to my car and drive away.

As I'm driving back to Juilliard, I call Joe on Bluetooth and wait for him to answer. My mind is going crazy right now. How could I let this happen? How could I be so careless? I'm so stupid. What the heck happened last night anyway? Finally Adam answers and asks "Yo Abs what's happening?"

"J-J-Joe, are you si-sit-ting down?" I stutter while asking him this as I can feel the tears in my eye just threatening to come out. I'm a total wreck right now. Yes, I know this, but come on what do you expect from me? I just had sex last night and this morning with my ex and I might now be pregnant because of that douche bag. Like how Jasmine says I'm so glad he has someone else to bother because he doesn't have to bother us anymore. Hey, her words not mine but in some cases, I agree with her. He was such a pain when we had taken a few breaks from each other and all that.

"Yeah why, what's the matter?" he asks me slightly confused. I then realize that I couldn't take it anymore. I mean what do I do? Do I tell Joe about my encounter with my ex-Tiger? Do I have the balls to trust this man who I barely know? Again, I know the, but I just don't know them know them. If that makes any sense.

"I think I might be pregnant," I mumble in an inaudible tone. I didn't hear Joe for awhile after that, however, I knew he was still on the line because I could hear muffled in the background. It's not until he clears his throat and says to me to come by his place that I hear him. He tells me to bring a few extra things from the drug store around the corner and I gulped because I knew what he was referring to.

I stepped into the local Walgreens on Broadway and walked in with my hoodie on hoping no one will recognize me because I'm the chick that lap danced on Nick Jonas. Believe me, there are still girls who will die for that to happen. If I get caught I know the paps would speak but I'm not really concerned about them. What I am concerned about is my ex-boyfriend getting me pregnant.

"Can you hurry up and run this in I'm in a hurry?" I ask the cashier who nods and looks blankly at me as to why I was in a hurry I guess. "Aby." He says with a weird expression on his face. I look up to him and realize its Ajay, the guy who beat me because I broke up with him.

"Um yeah, can you just please hurry up I need to be somewhere," I say to him casually. He looks at the box and lowers it and whispers "Your secret is safe with me" as he winks. What the hell. I got nothing to hide except maybe the fact that I might be pregnant with another exe's baby. Which I don't even want to be honest. My school and dream of being a writer come first it always has and always will.

I nod and thank him while running out of the Walgreens into my car and head off to Joe's house. When I get there, I see Ash in her wheelchair as she comes to side-hug me. I'm now at peace knowing one of my best friends from college is here to support me.

"Hey Abs," she says with a smile. I try to smile back but I'm more worried about A.J getting me pregnant more than anything right now. I come in the house knowing that Joe is probably in his gym area working out somewhere. I wait for him to finish so that way he could tell me what to do in case I do something completely wrong.

"Hey Abs, you ready to do this?" Joe asks me when he comes out of his workout place all sweaty-like. Let me just say, Gross.

I gulped, grabbed my crutches as he explained to me what to do. He kinda had to though because it was my first time doing one of these things. I took the test out of its box and did what I had to do. Within a few minutes, I will be finding out if I'm pregnant or not. Let me tell you though it seemed to have taken forever, however at noon that day it read... That I was pregnant.

"No, No, No," I mumbled under my breath... I wasn't ready for this I slid down the wall and just curled up into a ball with my insanity kicking in. Knowing that I'm probably going to regret this and so is my Geeking brother. Wait, in real life, I don't have insanity... I'm dreaming then... That's what it is. And I'll wake up in my dorm room at any minute. Or at least next to Nick holding me singing to me... In 3,2,1...

My eyes bolt open as I look towards a creepy looking AJ with a creepy smug look on his face as he tells me "Rise and Shine." I rub my eyes, gasp and scream running out of the house scared shitless for my life. Please tell me I was hallucinating. Please tell me that it was all a dream. A wild dream, the wildest dream I ever had. I stop by Walgreens to get a pregnancy test as I looked towards the cashier and realize that it isn't Nano; which makes me happy as I sigh of relief.

My phone rings as I'm walking out with the test in hand. I am already hoping that Joe is one step ahead of me and has asked me to come over, but instead, I get an alarming call from Jasmine who seems really distressed at the moment.

"Jas, what's the matter?" I asked my best friend.

She gulps and just mumbles "Just remember he did it and not me."