More Than This: Book One

chapter 33: i wanna know

Nialls pov: the next morning

i rolled over in the bed  expecting to slide Taylor off my chest but the spot next to me was empty. i sat straight up in the bed wondering where she went until i heard water coming from the bathroom.

 " Shower" i thought to myself.

i swung my legs over the side of the bed standing up and adjusting my pj bottoms.

morning Nialler Taylor spoke softly.

"you sound hung over"

" thats cause i'm hung over"

" you drank alot last night"

" i don't even remember anything after my second drink"

" Nothing? not even hitting Tom?"

" Tom who?"

" Tom from the wanted"

" No but he must of deserved it"

" he did"

well we have to be at the reharsal space at 1:00pm, and it's 12:00 now so you might wanna go get dressed.

i nodded " will you make me breakfast?"

" if we have time ..."

i left the suit and walked back to mine in deep thought as sences from last night played in my head.

' " i'll go find the others"

"why can't we just text them from the cab, i really need to lay down i feel like im gonna be sick"

" ok lets go"

i stood and helped her out of the booth, but as soon as she stood she fell back down.

" i think we have a problem ... i can't stand"

" c'mon ill carry you'

picking her up bridal styles i carriede her through the bar towards the back door

(" so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down i'll carry you home tonight we are young ...")

" why are you singing?' i asked.

" if sorta fits whats were doing right now"

" if you say so"

we took a cab back to the hotel and i tucked her into bed, but she wanted me to say with her. we ended up falling asleep.'

pushed opened the door to my shared suit.

i walked in plopping down on the coutch, i let out a breath i didn't no i was holding in.

" whats up with you?"

i turned and saw Zayn in the kitchen.

" i was almost raped last night ..."

" Raped? ... by who?"

" Taylor ..."

" she's the size of a 13 year old ... i doubt she could rape you"

" I umm was ...well umm"

" You didn't ..'

" No .. but i almost let her"

" im not listening to this ... we have rules Niall"

" that i followed"

" we need to get ready to go"

i pulled myself up off the coutch and  and headed up to shower and dress.

thinking we didn't do anything but i wanna know, what it would be like if we did ....

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Later; An hour before the show still Niall's pov:

Niall buddy where are you going? asked Zayn 

to the side of the stage to watch the girls preform i answered.

 * Taylor: " im lost now made a wrong turn at the light, all bad choices not one was right, been in a few fight that was my f*cked up life, than you came an rescued me now im begging please .."

* both: " this time won't you save me, pull out the S on your chest im begging please save me from me"

soon the other four boy's were at the stage with me 

" Taylor wrote that?" asked Louis

" yea buddy" i smiled.

* Selena: " i've sliped through the cracks, darkness of my past, showing a lot of pieces that didn't last forever till you came along and helped me put them now im sitting here pleading...'

* Both: " 

" she sang with the heart of someone who's been heartbroken, but that would mean that she once had a heart" i thought

* Taylor: "  You reached out and i took your hand now here i stand in this empty room drowing in a blank sea wishing you'd come back, if you can hear me plead ..."

* Both: " this time won't you save me, pull out the S on your chest im begging please save me from me"

Together:  "come back, come back and save me , save me baby just .. come back, come back and save me , save me.."

* Both: " this time won't you save me, pull out the S on your chest im begging please save me from me"

the stage darkend as they repeated the last chours of the song till it faded out. the lights got bright and Taylor spoke into her glittery mic

TAYLOR: " Now my friends want to come out and sing you all a song but they're a little shy so were gonna need your help getting them to come out!"

The crowd went wild yelling

TAYLOR: " So everybody stomp your feet and clap your hands like this ' stomp, stomp, clap ... stomp, stomp clap ...'

The crowd followed Taylor as did the drummer from the band.

TAYLOR: " Now everybody chant:" R-O-C-K ME AGAIN , R-O-C-K ME AGAIN"

The crowd loudly chanting " R-O-C-K ME AGAIN , R-O-C-K ME AGAIN R-O-C-K ME AGAIN , R-O-C-K ME AGAIN"

Harry , Liam , Zayn Louis and I rushed to the stage as the screams got louder i smiled and winked at Taylor as she left the stage.

Harry: " Do you remember summer '09? wanna go back there everynight cannot lie it was the time of my life ...."

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After the show back on the bus

i slowly rolled Taylor's head off my lap carefully sliding a pillow under her, once i was sure that she wouldn't fall off the coutch i walked back to the game room to find the others who were sitting around playing mario cart

" guy's we need to talk ....."