The Life Of Selena Caribbean Blue

Afraid

    The pregnancy test came back as I was pregnant and it's a pink positive, but Devin wanted to know, so I told him that I was pregnant including he seemed surprised because his expression changed on his face. It was like weird because I think we are both scared right now, but I decided to say we can take of the baby together including that's when Devin ran down the hall and out of the hotel leaving me alone in the room which leading me to tear up. I called my aunt, but she wasn't answering and I went to the bathroom to scream like a little girl because I was hurt/upset because of this I might of lost Devin; the only one who made me happy on my dark painful days. Now I might of lost everything now because of this baby, but I can't blame it on an innocent child and I just have to blame myself including all I could do is regret everything what happened last night. My powers were trying to tell me something, but I didn't want to force anything anymore because my eyes were turning red including the darkness is trying to get to me; I know the baby thing is upsetting me right now!
    Devin came back in the room, but I was still in the bathroom and just like that I punched the mirror because this pain was too painful including was banging on the door/screaming to open the door. He had gotten the maid to get the door unlocked, but when he entered he saw blood on my hand with glass still in my hand and tears running down my eyes including he had gotten me because I was upset I decided to kiss him to make him stay with me. The maid had left while he was kissing me back telling me that he will stay with me always and forever including I took up on his word, but I even had to get packed because it was Christmas Day and after I did all of that on my to do list. I went to go down to the where Devin was checking out and he went to go get the car, but I wondered if I should tell my aunt about this or just leave it a secret for me and Devin to know about I'm having a baby including scared because what if I don't know anymore. I'm lost, confused, and scared to even think about how much pain I will even be in if I'm in labor, but to distract me I put the suitcases on the roller thing because I want to push it out/ I have a lot of things in my suitcases for EMERGENCIES that happens to me!
     Devin pulled up in his car and he loaded it up the suitcases including he laughed because I got on the roller thing once again, "ha ha ha," to me I almost fell, but he caught me in time before I hurt myself or the baby; he even carried me to the car. It was romantic, but Devin said, "It is romantic and I read your mine babe including I will help you through this Selena because I'm not like the other guys out there that just leaves their girlfriends when they end up pregnant and I love you, Selena!" I was kind of crying like tears of joy including I was to wipe them away before Devin saw, but no he turns towards me and wipe them away for me even though it was tears of joy because what he said made me think now I'm not alone. Devin put the gear in drive and we were off to my house, but I had to tell my aunt I'm pregnant as a Christmas gift including he will be there when I tell her that is if she's back in time from her trip because she was going with friends. Now, that I think about it; she probably won't trust me or Devin alone again and at the wrong time Leon texted me to say Merry Christmas, but I replied to him as the same as well including I told him I'm busy right now because I didn't feel like talking to anyone or else I might blow my pregnancy thing to everyone; he understood and I waited till I got home, but Devin drove up my drive way and opened the door for me to both doors because I'm the mother of our child including he is in love with me infinity/ happiness with him makes me smile!

Thank you for reading this chapter and I haven't been writing this chapter because of my part time job/ Christmas break family time!!!! Please leave a vote and comment!!!! You all rock n' roll my awesome readers!!!!!