The Life Of Selena Caribbean Blue

I'm Scared

Selena's POV

   I finally got a text back from Devin and he's coming over to explain why he hasn't answered my calls including that we may to keep our distance now, but he's going to explain all that to me when he gets here because he doesn't want to leave me alone in the dark to not know what's going on right now. I noticed that he arrived at my door and he knows the old Selena as me is gone including how do I face that or even turn back into my old self, but I can't because I'm just too scared right now in this new life I have to face too! All I need right now is support to get help because I'm going to a counselor and my aunt had to put me in there, but she says that Devin shouldn't know about this right now either including it can make things worse or he might be really worried about me now. I don't want to hurt him or worry him about me becoming a mother and hiding my pregnancy from the world including I'm not that smart either in school, but out of that I cheated by using my powers because I didn't want to fail the 11th grade. I had to do it because I really need to graduate from high school to take on my responsibility too including I need to do this for my children's future and not to end up like me, but I want them to see me as a great role model to them/a mother.
   I get a notification from my doctor's office and it's my appointment today including I unfroze the babies because they need to get a break but mostly I'm not letting the doctor what I've been up to or that I have powers because I want to keep my secret to me and the people who knows about my secret about being born with the moon powers that I have right now. I get in the car and drive to the doctor's office including I texted Devin about it, but he couldn't make it anyways because he was busy. I doubt that because he's been busy lately, but as I arrived to the doctor's office, I went in and signed myself in including I sat down because it's been 3 months in my pregnancy now. The nurse called my name and I got up, but when I did a young child with his mother looked at me or my belly because he was wide eyed including when I went back to the ultrasound room. As I did and they were checking on the babies they found out they are identical twins because they are in the same pouch in my belly, but when I got news from the doctor that they are healthy I was really happy; so, I set up my next appointment and it's in two weeks including I got in my car to finally leave to go eat now because I'm so hungry that these babies want me to eat anything including dessert.
   While I was driving another car was DUI and came over into my lane but, before I could go in the opposite direction because I was trying to protect myself including the next thing I woke up in the hospital. I was demanding what happened to me including why am I all bandage up on my wrist and the nurse said, "stay calm sweetie and the bandage is around your wrist because it seems a piece of glass cut it opened pretty bad including it seems your babies are okay and gladly they were protected by a guardian angel." She was calm and so sweet, but I cried because I couldn't help to feel the pain and so relieved. She wiped away my tears and before I could cry some more, she warned me about the doctor is going to tell me that my babied are dead. This warning triggered me into thinking about running away from this hospital including all I wanted was Devin and to tell him that what was happening, but I couldn't because I can't get released until the doctor checks me once again and until my aunt comes to pick me up from here in this place I've been to my whole life. I decided to call my aunt on my phone that the nice nurse gave me and I told my aunt I've been in a terrible accident including I've told her to hurry up to get me out of here because I didn't want to hear a lie, but by the time the doctor came in, I pretended to sleep; So, he saw that I really wasn't asleep and then that's when I knew I'm scared of hearing that big stupid lie about my babies are dead.     The doctor checked me first and he told me the bad news including I acted out because I think of something sad then I started to cry, but my swooped in to save me just in time including the doctor told her the bad news as well as before they released me; I texted Devin and he just said, "stay calm baby, I'll see you when you get home," after he said that I was even more terrified or actually I'm scared of this cruel world and I finally got dressed to leave the hospital including I'm scared of losing Devin and my babies.

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