Selena's Gone

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Devin's POV

    I figure out something about Selena and she's not her old self including I might of worried her because I didn't answer her calls, but there's a reason I didn't pick up; Dustin was here spending the night at my house right now! Then, she calls again and this time I really didn't answer because Dustin caught me or heard my phone ring including I had to lie just to protect Selena because she's my life now, but I don't want her to get hurt by him or let anything happen to those babies. The next thing was that my grandparents approved of Selena, but why doesn't Dustin approve of her and how do I find out is that I gotta get closer to him to make bro time for us including to get on his side is to pretend I have to hate Selena because to find out what is it! I'm just curious because he use to like her from the beginning including I just don't know what it is anymore, but I still remember he use to tell jokes to her to make her confused and now he hates her for something. I even looked at my phone and saw Selena's text saying, "Devin, I'm upset because I'm scared of this life and that I might fail to be a perfect mother or a horrible role model on our children when they grow up including I just want to say I don't know what to do it's because I might be alone, but right now I'm in tears of this thought now!"
   Throughout my whole bro time with Dustin I thought about what Selena said because she's worrying me now and I'm afraid of losing her, but I don't know what's going on with her anymore including I also found out why Dustin hates her so much now it's because of me being in love with her or he's jealous. To make him think that I hate her I have to text her pretend hatefully and I even told her about the plan I had to do in order to get closer to my best friend, but I didn't tell her what's his name is including I even noticed she's gone too like drifting away from everything she ever loved because she told me she's scared. That's how I know she's not her happy, kind, sweet, innocent self anymore including I don't know where the girl I fell for the first time I laid my eyes on her anymore either because I'm saying to myself where did Selena go, the girl I once knew when we dated for a long time, but I'm going to try and get her back. It's not the end of the Selena I once knew or met because she's still in there waiting to come out again, but it's my fault for forcing myself to get her pregnant with twins including I blame myself for everything so far because that's why Selena's gone. Dustin doesn't how I feel about her right now and I wish he cared about other people's feelings than himself because I hate to pretend that I hate Selena including I finally told Dustin straight that I love Selena, but I walked off before he could say anything else. I texted Selena because she's most important to me right now and we are having twins together including that's all I need is my family, but Selena doesn't think I do care about her too!
     For a little while later I went to Selena's house including I knocked on the door and Selena opened it, but she doesn't smile instead she hugs me in tears because she's never been this scared about anything in life or worrying what I might do in the future. I told her I won't leave her ever in a million years from the galaxy to here and she looks up at me with a smile that I've never seen since this whole worrying or Dustin thing including I even kissed her like never before because I'm proving that I love her, but she's gone in the her old life now. I can tell by the way I kissed her because I saw everything through her eyes and it was our powers telling me this about her including she knows that I saw too, but there's nothing she can do now that I know she's not herself anymore. I see she's becoming more mature now and it's like she's becoming a mother figure, but she said, "I'm graduating high school early including I already got a scholarship to New York University and I want us to go together because I want us to live together now!" Those words I heard from her mouth and that I really know Selena's gone, but I'm going to get her back because I don't want her to graduate early including she has powers to freeze time of our babies, so that she can have more time what she needs to do for her future; I kissed her goodbye then I left in my brand new car including when I seen her while I was backing up, I know now the old Selena I've knew when we first met and that there were tears in my eyes as I said these words over and over again to myself that Selena's gone!

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