Be The Dan To My Phil

Chapter 13

Dans pov
" lion iv relized that if I could survive that long with out you then I can do anything" I said comfedently " really" he said looking at me. " yes, I can stand up to the bullies and even read a poem in front of the whole class" I said yelling kinda and attempting a cart wheel that ended with me on my butt on the pavement. " you ok love?" Phil asked " yup " I said getting up and trying again and accually doing it "YES I DID IT" I screech " let's go get ice cream and movies?" Phil asked " Yes yes yes" I say " what's got you in such a good mood?" He asked " I GOT MY BOYFRIEND BACK YOU EGG" I say continuing to cart wheel. " Oh yeah I'm pretty happy to."he said

We finally got to the store and bought some movies and ice cream and we went back to mine. I wish he would be as excited as me. I may be pouty but I don't care. Maby he just doesn't love me like love him. Maby he doesn't love me at all. What if he lost feelings for me when he slept with pj. Maby he just feels bad for me. He doesn't love me. was all my mind would tell me.
Phils pov
Dan was acting weird he's been acting very unhappy since we left the store. " Dan are you ok" I asked " I'm fine obviously I mean I have my boyfriend back but he doesn't seem to care as much as me or love me as much as I love him" he said dashing the ice cream apon the floor. He ran. "Daniel come back" I scream " no" he screamed back his voice cracking.
Dans pov
I should have known. If he really loved me he would have never slept with pj. Drunk or not. I swear my emotions are one big game to the whole world. I fudging give up. I ran home faster than I should have. I'm so insucure I hate everything about myself. My anxiety is driving me. "Dan honey are you ok. Why aren't you at school?" My mom said "BECAUSE I GOT MY HEART BROKE AGAIN IF HE DIDN'T REALLY LOVE ME WHY DID HE GET BACK TOGETHER WITH ME?" I scream as I ran into my room. I start to brake things I'm mad at him. After that I completely brake down I'm sad. I begin to brake my shiz I'm mad at myself for over reacting. Then I stated to think. Nope he doesn't love me but what if he does. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUCK" I scream with frustration. " Dan please what your laugage" my mom yelled uo the stairs. " FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT. YOU AREN'T EVEN MY REAL MOM. MY REALLY MOM IS GOD KNOWS WHERE " I scream " Daniel James howell you are grounded" she screamed back "HELL NO YOU AREN'T MY MOM, LIZZY THAT'S WHO YOU ARE. OK. YOU ARE NOT MY MOM. ALSO FUCK OFF I'M GOING OUT" I yell unlocking y the door and jumping out the window. It wasn't that high. Iv jumped farther down when I climbed gates to get away from the bullys. I know exactly where I'm going cause fuck everyone. I'm going to the woods. When I was like 14 I found an abondon caning out there and I filled it with stuff of i were to ever run away. I have food and water and a bed and blankets. I was prepared for the worst. I walked into the wood and ran the rest of the way. I walked into the cabin and grabbed a bottle of water and layed down on the bed and curled up into a ball as I began to cry again.
Phils pov
After I picked up the Ice cream I began to walk to dans. I knocked on the door. " hello mrs. Howell is dan here" I asked politely I noticed she was crying " no he left I don't know where he is." She said " I'll find him " I say walking away. My quest to fine dan and find out what the hell his upset about has begun. I'm not ready. But I don't love him like I loved him yesterday. I love him more. So let the adverture BEGIN.