Be The Dan To My Phil

Chapter 3

* time skip to after school*
Dans pov
I haven't stopped thinking about phil. I just can't. Do I accually have a friend? And it's not just the fact he's my friend, yeah him being my friend is a miracle but there's another reason why I have stopped thinking about him. All I know is I get this funny feeling in my stomach and I feel my heart beat in my throat. I have no idea what this feeling is but it hurts really bad ,but it feels good at the same time. That makes sense right? Ugh I need to stop having conversations in my head. I grab my stuff out of my locker and head to the front where I will met phil.
Phils pov
Dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan dan. UGH STOP . I can't stop thinking about dan. Dan this. Dan that . I wonder if dan likes...... I finally have my stuff and I'm heading to the front where I'm supposed to meet Daniel. I walk out the main entrance and down the cement stairs. I walk up to dan ,he's smiling at me. "Ready to go?" I ask him . He nods . " letsa go" I said earning a laugh ( except when he laughs he doesn't make a sound it's more like a nose breathe so I've never really heard him laugh) I hope I can hear him laugh for real I bet his voice is beautiful. It kills me knowing he thinks he doesn't deserve to talk. We finally arive at his house. He grabs my wrist and pulls me in. He leads me up this dark stair case. The walls were a cream color with family photos all over. He still has my wrist as he pulls me into a room that's blue. It had posts everywhere. It was so perfect just like him. What are you thinking shut up phil. I thought to myself before sitting on the bed. He wrote something on the note pad before handing it to me. Do you like my room? Sorry for the mess. " yes I love your room and mess what mess there is litterly a shirt on the floor and that's it" i say looking at the completely clean room. He wrote something else. Do you wanna play Mario carts, I'll totally kick your ass. " ha as if you could ever beat me" I say giving him a smirk. Your on. Is all he wrote before we started to play. After I died about 12 times we decided to take a break.
*another convo. Phil in regular dan in bold*

So what secrets do you hold lester
Nothing I live a typical boring life, but my sister killed herself.
Oh. I'm sorry, that must be hard.
Yeah it is she was really depressed and cut.....like you
how do you know i cut
I'm not stupid, and you hissed when I grabbed your wrist and lunch today.
I deserve the pain
No you don't
You don't have a clue
What did you do so wrong
I was myself (dan begins to cry)
Dan please don't cry I like you for you
You don't even know me lester, I'm a fagot, and now you are gonna hate me forever. I'm gay ,my dad leave when I was two,my mom didn't want me and is now a drug attic and I am adopted. Now please go and hate me with the rest of the world.
No.
What.
I said no. Dan there is nothing wrong with being gay there is so many gays at our school. Pj ,Chris ,and some others including me.
Your gay
I'm gay
Phil
* end of convo*
After he said my name he sobbed into my shoulder for what seemed like forever. I love you dan. Was all I could think when holding the beautiful brown eyed boy.
Dans pov
I'm grossly sobbing on phils shoulder when I realize. I KNOW WHAT THAT FEELING IS. I will never tell him, there's not a chance in hell.

A/n : yay thanks guys for the reads . Please tell me if I'm doing okay