nightmares ; yoonmin

chapter 6

"i think i might be sick." yoongi said, voice trembling. jimin looked at him, eyes filled with worry. "are you okay? you do look a little ill, your even paler than usual.." jimin then said to him, hand coming up to feel his forehead for any trace of a fever. jimin slowly brought his hand down, sighing. "your just nervous. dont worry, yoongi. everything's going to be okay. they'll love you, im sure." jimin reassured him, blinding smile taking over his face, making yoongis heart beat settle slightly. yoongi just nodded, smiling slightly, grateful that jimin was here with him.

they were waiting in the waiting room at the record company, they had an appointment with mr. jeon this morning. and yoongi was, for lack of a better word, loosing his shit. jimin could tell, ever since this morning that he had been on edge. he was scared of rejection, he knew. "min yoongi?" the thin lady at the front desk called. yoongi shot straight out of his chair, smoothing down his clothes in an attempt to make sure he looked nice. as they walked by the front desk, yoongi stopped for a moment. "can he come inside with me, please?" yoongi asked the lady, gesturing to jimin. the lady just nodded, sending them both a smile.

"hello, jimin. long time no see!" mr. jeon chuckled lowly, reaching out to give him a firm hand shake. "and you must be yoongi!" he smiled widely, looking a lot less intimidating now. yoongi just nodded his head, too nervous to form words right now. once they all took a seat, mr. jeon spoke up again. "so, yoongi. you have a track for me to listen to, correct?" he said, directing his gaze onto the practically shaking boy. yoongi nodded again, clumsily pulling a flash drive out of his jeans pocket. "i'll go have a listen, right now. feel free to remain here and get some hot chocolate from the machine or something. oh, and yoongi? whats the name of this track, may i ask?"

yoongi took a breath, palms clammy and voice shaky. "its called nevermind."

jimin smiled at that, yoongi had showed him that track a couple weeks ago after he had woken up from a nightmare. it was good, better than good, actually. the lyrics meant alot to him, too. jimin was glad that he chose this one to present to mr. jeon. while he was gone, jimin went to get them both hot chocolate, but yoongi was too nervous to drink anything. "hey," jimin said, breaking the silence between them in the big office. yoongi looked over at him, eyes worried. "it'll be okay, i promise." jimin then said, grabbing yoongis hand in his own. he silently hoped that somehow, some of his confidence in yoongis abilities would transfer to yoongi through their hands. yoongi then sighed in relief, relaxing a little at the comfort of jimins small hand in his own.

"yoongi," mr. jeon said to him, after settling back in his seat. yoongi held his breath, the anticipation killing him. "your track, it was amazing." as soon as the words left his mouth, yoongis heart exploded. and there was a feeling inside of him that he had never had before; self pride. before yoongi could even begin to form words, mr. jeon kept talking."i've never heard anything like it before, your a very talented young man." yoongi almost squealed, but tried his best to remain professional. "thank you, sir. its truly an honor to hear that from you."

mr. jeon nodded and began speaking again, "thats why i am offering you a contract with my record label." and thats it for yoongi, the tears well up in his eyes and hes fighting to keep them in. "th-thank you very, very much, mr. jeon. o-oh my god i-" yoongi spills out before jimin grabs his hand to stop him from saying anything that might embarrass himself. "thank you so much, mr. jeon. we'll contact you soon. but will you please excuse us, because i think yoongi here is about to have a mental breakdown.." jimin says quickly, standing up and tugging yoongi along with him.

"okay, im excited to work with you soon, yoongi!" mr. jeon calls after them as they quickly exit the room. "hey, are you okay?" jimin says to yoongi as soon as the cold air from outside hits their skin. jimins cups yoongis face in his hands, trying to get yoongi to look at him. "yoongi?" he whispers when yoongi refuses to make eye contact with him. and all of a sudden, jimins ears are filled with the sound of choked sobs. "yoongi? hey, hey whats wrong?" jimin says, worry laced in his voice. yoongi shakes his head, using his hands to roughly wipe at the tears flowing from his eyes. "n-nothing," he says, voice broken and hoarse from the crying, "im just so happy, my emotions didnt really know what to do." he chuckled lowly, sniffling.

jimin said nothing, just watched as yoongi stood there before him, eyes red and nose pink from the cold. "i love you." jimin blurted out, eyes widening at the realization he had actually said the words out loud. yoongi snapped his gaze up to look at him, a emotion on his face that jimin couldnt quite read. and then, yoongi said the last thing jimin had expected him to in that moment;

"i love you too."

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a/n sorta a cliffhanger.. opps! anyways, sorry its been so long, but heres an update! its a little shorter than usual but still. is it weird that im proud of yoongi in this story? hes my smol son.

lots of love, namjoon1994 !