My Last Breath

Chapter 4- Really?

Getting out of the car, I look up and see the most beautiful forest. The boys both get out and I tilt my head "why are we here?" Bruce sighs and leads me forward as Jesse looks at his watch. Bruce walks with me and holds my waist as I giggle. Grinning, he guides me toward this crystal clear pond. Stopping a few feet away from it, I gasp "it's breathtaking Bruce." He smirks as Jesse appears next to me. "Strip," Jesse winks. Looking at him, I gulp "w-why? School isn't even over." Shrugging, he smiles, "your loss Ash." As Jesse unbuckles his pants, I turn around and blush. Turning around, I turn red as I bite my lip. My eyes drift down to his six pack. I half smile just as Jesse kisses my cheek and smiles "watch this Ash."

    Walking toward the edge, he stands on a rock and screams, "football!" Jumping in, Bruce yells as I roll my eyes. Jesse resurfaces and shakes his head. He yells "the water feels great dude. Come on, you know you want to." Bruce smiles and takes his shirt off revealing a six pack. Staring at him, he winks at me and runs to the pond. Diving in, he resurfaces shaking his brown hair. Blushing, I grab my shirt and take it off. Revealing a blue bra and underwear to match, Jesse and Bruce's eyes grow wide. I feel embarrassed and look back. Wanting to run so bad, Bruce gets out of the pond and sneaks up on me. Picking me up, I softly scream and look at him. Glancing down at me, I trace his chest and he softly moans. Screaming "NO!" He tosses me into the water. Feeling the cold water against my skin made me panic. It felt like my accident was happening all over again, but that the same time.. it felt good. Closing my eyes, I slowly sink to the bottom and look up. Bruce laughs and then looks around to see if I came up. Getting worried, he sinks to his knees and leans over the edge while I swim up. Appearing in his face, I grab his hand and pull him in with me. Laughing, he smiles as we swim over to the waterfall.

Jesse smiles and joins us. Sitting next to me, I sigh and close my eyes. "So, why are we here? You never answered my question Jess." Rubbing his neck, he nods, "well, just to have fun and stuff." Bruce nods and places a hand on my leg. Looking down, he squeezes it "we just want you to be happy Ashely, are you happy?" Shrugging, I close my eyes tight, "it's just hard at times, I just can't feel anything right now. I don't even know why." Jesse lifts my head up and looks at me with those soft, kind eyes "I will never give up on you baby, but I need you to start feeling again. No matter how hard things get." Opening my eyes, I nod and Jesse kisses me. Standing there, I try and get into the kiss but it just isn't working. Pulling back, he sighs, "you really have changed Ash. What happened?"
Glancing down ashamed, Bruce smiles "it's okay Ash, there's nothing that we can't fix." Winking, Bruce kisses my neck and murmurs, "I'm gonna make you feel a whole lot better."