Our love is only as strong as each other.

Hunts might go bad.

I felt like shit for days after the Christmas incident. I mean I was pissed and left got hurt and decided it was chill to hang out in hell. Sam had been tortured by Lucifer himself. I kept trying to make it up to him.

"Sam I think I found a case. I know we said time off but this looks bad." I said scrolling through the stories on my computer. He came to check it out.

"What are you thinking?" He said. I read through a couple of the attacks. 

"I think maybe a vamp nest but it could be something else. " I whispered. It never was what you thought it was. He nodded.

"I think you right. I will get Dean and Cas." And with that he walked away. I hadn't been talking with Gabe but in that moment I felt the need to talk to him.

"Hey Gabe if you are listening I forgive you. Just thought I would let you know that. I need someone to talk to. Might go on a hunt for vamps."   I prayed. I didn't get an answer right away but I figured it was just because he was busy.

Sam walked in and I looked up expecting Gabe.

"Dean said he was taking a break from cases but I agree with you so me and you will go. Cas said pray if anything goes bad and he and Dean will show up." Sam said. I jumped up closing my laptop.

"Give me twenty minutes while I pack and stuff." I said.

"I will pack the car. Deans gonna let us take Baby." He said. I looked at him shocked.

"AND IF YOU SCRATCH IT YOUR DEAD MEAT" Dean yelled from somewhere. I snickered. I carried my laptop out into my room and threw  enough clothes into a duffel for like two weeks. Should be enough.

I grabbed my fake FBI creds and my angel blade given to me from Gabe. I stuffed that in the bag as well and zipped it up. I grabbed my toiletries bag and my phone along with the duffel and met Sam at Baby. I threw my stuff into the back.

"How long is the drive there?" I asked.

"About two days. A little less if we step on it." Sam replied throwing his stuff into the trunk. I walked back into the bunker.

"Bye Dean, Cas." I said knocking on Deans door. He opened it and stepped out with us. Cas followed behind.

"You two be careful. Anything looks like it is too much to handle you holler for Cas." Dean said.

"Lex you should try and reconnect with Gabe. He would like to know you are leaving on a hunt." Cas said. I smiled.

" I have been trying. Feathers isn't answering." I replied. I rarely called Gabe Feathers but when I did it was always a good sign. He can be annoying which is why it is pretty rare.

"Bye guys we got to hit the road." Sam said. I turned to go back to the car.

"Sammy you be safe. No games of any kind." Dean said with his voice low. I could hear Sam's eyes rolling in his head. I felt the same. I hunted for years without the boys. Sheesh. Dean needs to chill.

"Lex, Dean is just trying to make sure Sam is careful. He is just caring." Cas said puzzled. I turned to face him.

"Please stay out of my head." I stated nicely. With that I got into the passenger seat to chill since I was never allowed to drive. Cas healed the road rash after I busted the scabs tripping one day and bled all over. I appreciated the gesture.

Sam got in and we hit the road. I had my laptop sitting on my lap typing away. I was just writing something I do in my free time. It was like an online diary. I never retread what I wrote though. Bothers me.

"We need music." Sam muttered. I smiled and pulled out all of Dean cassettes.

"Anything in particular you want to listen to." I asked. He shook his head.

"None of that. If I hear another guitar solo I might pop." He whined. I laughed and reached into the back where I kept my Bluetooth speaker. I connected it to my phone and pulled up Pandora.

"Favorite artist?" I asked. He replied with some name I had never heard. I typed it in and let the music play.

It was like classical music but with more modern sounds. I liked it. No singing or auto tune. It was nice. We say listening to the music for awhile until it was time to pick up some food. He stopped at a diner.

"Hello what can I get you for drinks." Our server asked. I was studying the menu and didn't look up at the guy and just asked for water while I read the menu.

"Man I don't know what to eat." I muttered. I was hungry but nothing sounded appetizing. I opted for a Chicken sandwich with sweet potato fries. I set the menu down waiting for our server to return with our drinks.

"You tried to talk to Gabe." Sam asked. I nodded.

"Yeah I prayed to him. I told him I wasn't mad and I wanted to talk to him. Also told him about the hunt. I think heaven is keeping him busy." I said. Sam just nodded.

"So you forgave him completely for what happened at Christmas." Sam asked. I could feel my cheeks heating up.

"Mostly. I mean he should have meddled but I would never have put myself out there without him. The crashing my bike thing sucks though." I muttered. Finally the guy showed up with our drinks.

"For the misses. And for the guy." He said putting my water and Sam's beer down. I glanced up at him and was stuck on his eyes. They were even more green then Deans. But they also had some blue. I was transfixed.

"Lex." Sam said and blinked forcing my attention back to him.

"Sorry" I muttered.

"What do you want to eat?" The server asked probably for the second time. I froze and tried to keep my eyes down.  I gave my order and glanced up to give a polite smile. I was stuck once again watching this guy write my order down.

That's when I noticed he wasn't writing English. Was it what I thought it was. Some of the letters looked like the Enochian letters Cas was trying to teach me.

I glanced at Sam and tried to wave it off. It was probably me being on edge for the hunt.

Sam and I made small talk, mainly about the vamp nest.

"How long do you think you can drive before your tired?" I questioned trying to calculate how long till we get there. Sam shrugged.

A plate was set in front of me. The food looked awesome. I looked at Sam's salad and it looked decent to.

"Sometimes small places like this make me smile for how good the food looks." I said off handily.  Sam nodded already digging into his food. I picked up my sandwich and started eating when I noticed it tasted funny.

I shrugged it off as my hunter paranoia. The server came over and this time I couldn't  control myself.

"Your eyes are awesome." I blurted. I froze.

"I didn't want to say that." I whispered. Sam eyebrows were raised.

"Aw well you are to sweet." The server said with a slight bow of his head. I looked back at him.

"I don't know much but I do know you are downright handsome." I said another thing I didn't want to. I blinked in surprise. My cheeks turned red before I repeated something about not even thinking that.

"Alright Lex lets get into the car." Sam said standing. He paid the bill with a twenty.

"Let the young lady think for herself." Our server said with venom.

"I have always wanted two guys to fight over me." This time I sighed.

"Alright why do I keep saying stuff that has never even come across my mind." I asked with annoyance.

"I don't know what you mean sweet stuff. But mister giant won't stop me from having you if that's what you want." Our server said as he gave me his number.

"I need to get out of here." I muttered. I pushed passed Sam and headed towards Baby. I touched the door handle before I threw up everything I had in my stomach.