Female reaper (jax teller

chapter 6

RAY

after saying all of that I just walked to the roof since I hadn't been there in a long time, I was just thinking about my life and what it would be like if I wasn't in the club but someone tapped me.

"hey do you mind?" it was Jax I just shook my head and let him sit down "so what're you thinking about darlin" he asked curiously with a smirk on his face

"just life in general about what would happen if I wasn't in the club and would I be someones wife? would I have kids by now? what job would I have? just stuff like that" I replied he seemed to be thinking about what I was saying since he was looking at me so intensely "so how come your up here not with Tara" he snapped out of his thoughts and looked at me

"we need to talk" he said simply

"ok shoot" I aid uninterested

"ok Ray when you went missing I went absolutely psycho since you keep me grounded I um ...... I think I love you Ray" I looked and had to but in

"Jax I cant do this right now, I had amnesia and you went straight to Tara what if something else would have happened you go to a croweater" he looked shocked and angry

"fine be that way, I can finally see that your the same bitch that got kidnapped you know fuck it I'm happy with Tara she don't moan when I have to get something done for the club atleast I can take a life and I wasn't a whore or stripper" I was beyond pissed now

"lets get one fucking thing straight I was never a fucking stripper I was a pole dancer until your mom found me and I had to take a life when I was fifteen since my father was going to abuse my mother then me and I don't give a shit about club business as long as it gets done plus I don't sleep with as many croweaters as I can, Jax your a fucking man whore and Tara is your slag never speak to me again unless its club related you are no longer my best friend have a nice life" he looked shocked and full of regret I just shoved passed him and when he tried to grab my arm I back handed him and walked away to my room and cried for the rest of the night.

GEMMA

we all heard the argument last night but don't know what it was over as soon as I saw jax leave his room I eyed him and pointed to the office he came towards me and sat at the desk

"whats up ma" e asked nonchalantly

"what's up are you serious what was the massive argument about?"

"Nothing ma don't worry about it" and he shoved passed me for fuck sake I better go talk to Ray.

I went to Rays door and knocked hearing her voice saying "come in" when I entered she was packing.

"Hey baby where you going?"

"I'm leaving momma Gem I'm sorry but I'm going to live my life I'll come back when I'm sorted out and I'll always stay in touch just never tell Jax where I am or anything promise me Gem" she asked and I knew she needed to go and clear her head.

"Ok I'll help you and I promise I will not tell jax just make sure you stay in touch ok"

"I will I promise thanks momma Gem" we packed and when everybody had left I gave her the keys to my car knowing I can get a new one and she left giving me a hug.