We had just arrived and got our luggage we was now in the car and the kids were asleep Jax decides to speak great
"Mum did you know Ray used to swear and throw darts at a picture of me in front of the kids"
"Hold up I never did that in front of the kids maybe they just overheard or one night when I had and extra glass of bourbon maybe Abel was still awake and saw me" he looked shocked that I wasn't denying it, he then turned to Gemma for her answer
"Yes honey I knew"
"What"
"Come on you was a prick you slept with Ima and you have three children Jax"
"How many times do I have to say I'm sorry and that it was a huge mistake and that I love my wife and of course my kids"
"I'm sorry Jax but this mistake just lost you what you claim you love your wife but maybe not your children" I say and it tears me up inside because I do love him but Ima is always there maybe I should throw darts at her face
Once we arrive at Teller-Morrow I wake the kids up and we all head inside. Once inside I see everyone get up to hug me because they haven't seen me since I found Jax and Ima and they haven't seen the kids since I don't even know
They all hug me then to the kids obviously Abel knew everyone but Jo the little chatterbox was saying hello and playing with Tig and Thomas was shy and pulled on my hand so he could whisper to me
"Mummy why do they look scary" he pouted
"Baby there nice people if anyone hurts you remember I'll shoot them ok" he nods at me and goes over to Jax
After a while he starts to loosen up so I go to get a coffee and Gemma starts to talk to me
"So baby did you want to get back at Ima?"
"Maybe, maybe not why?"
"Because we're having a party tonight and you know the guys will invite the whores"
"Great I'll think about it" as we laughed Thomas ran in saying mummy out of breath I knelt down and so did Gemma
"Mummy daddy and Tiggy hurt me"
"How" me and Gemma both asked
"They might thought it was a joke but it hurt" he lifted his shirt and I saw two red marks forming, I looked at Gemma
"Payback on Jax and Tig" I smiled so did Gemma she said "go for it I'll get Bobby to patch them up
I stomped into the main outside areas and yelled
"JAX" "TIG GET HERE NOW!!!" Shouting that I saw everyone come out apart from the kids, I saw Jax and Tig come out of the garage
"What's up sweet cheeks " Tig says I held up my gun and said
"Who hurt my son?"
"What" Jax asked I put the gun away shouted Thomas and shown them the marks
"He said it hurts so who hurt him"
"Look I did I'm sorry I was trying to toughen him up while getting to know..." Jax didn't get to finish his sentence because I shot him in the shoulder and started walking off until Jax yelled
"YOU PSYCHOTIC BITCH"
"Do you want to be shot again"
"I dare you" I turned around and I knew my gun was empty so I shot and laughed because he flinched
"it's not my fault I didn't know my twins who took them when she saw her husband stray maybe he didn't like the sex at home"
"No you didn't like it because you didn't get sex after I had the kids so you went to the most cheap trashiest thing that you knew wouldn't mind jumping into bed with you because she's wanted it since she laid eyes on you" I start to walk off "oh and thanks for the keys to your place see you at home"
I grab Abel and the twins and I borrow Gemma's car "mum where we going" Abel asks
"Home"
"Where's dad"
"At the clubhouse and if he knows what's good for him he will stay there"
"Why what's he done now"
"You know when I tell you to treat girls right" he nods "well your dad didn't treat me right and that's all I'm going to say ok"
"Ok" we arrive home and I say goodnight to the twins and took them in and then go into Abels room and say night and kiss him on the head shutting the door behind me
While washing the dishes I hear the door slam I don't even lift my head because I know who it is
"Can we talk" I hear Jax say I turn around and go to sit at the dining table and so does Jax
"So what do you have to say let's hear it"
"It was out of order for me to say those things I really do love you and I really do love those kids when I saw you walk in the reality of it all sunk in and I couldn't believe what I had done to you and then you left and I had no clue to where you had gone and there was no trace in finding you"
"Well Jax I love you too and I hate myself for that because you don't know how much I've wanted to hate you"
"Oh I can take a guess with how many holes would be in my face if I saw your dart board" I laughed and Jax smiled I got up to go back to washing dishes when Jax pushed me against the counter and kissed me, obviously I kissed back but obviously it's because I still love him
He broke the kiss and said "I've called Nita she's coming over and me and you are going to the party the guys have put on" I nodded and got ready
Once we got there I walked to the kitchen to say hey to Gemma
"Hey Gem"
"Hey baby I saw you walk in with Jax everything good again"
"Yeah well I did shoot him and he expressed his love and then kissed me and I can't just not forgive him or make him suffer I love him to much that's why I left last time"
"Are you sure your ok because look who just walked in" I look over and see Ima as I watch her she scans the room till her eyes land on Jax, she heads over and he's speaking to her. Unfucking believable I stomp over
"So why did you want me here Jax you have your fancy whore" I shout causing everyone to look
Chibs comes over and asks "what's going on" I look at him confused
"You don't know why I left do you"
"No because you didn't want Jax?"
"No I left because this man whore and this croweating bitch was having sex in my bed" I shout telling everyone
"Glad that's cleared up I am so happy the kids are at home didn't want them knowing how disappointing there father is" I turn on my heel and Jax looks at me in my eyes
"Ray cool it I do love you what I was telling Ima was to lay off I love you" I turn to her and say
"This true?" She nods
"Good coz now that means I can do this" she looks confused and I grab her by her hair and punch her to the floor and punch her till Jax is dragging me off of her "don't you ever touch look or think about my husband again because next time you not even see the hospital"
That night was cut short and we was eventually home I took off my heels and was saying "night Jax it's been a long day"
"Yeah I know I'm coming to bed oh and by the way that was hot what oh did to Ima I haven't seen you do that since you was a member of the club" looking at each other intensely we ended up making out and ...............
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Female reaper (jax teller
Teen FictionHey this is a story of sons of anarchy i haven't watched all seasons yet but ma huge fa of jax teller so be kind my first story on this thanks x