The life of Nicole

Good byes

Hey guys how's it going well I've worked all day so if this chapter sucks I'm sorry my laptop isn't working right so I have to do this on my iPod. This is gonna be fun!...not my fingers cramp really easy. We ill let you start reading.

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I woke up before my alarm clock today that never happens I must be nervous about today. My mom is throwing a little good bye party for me, so I could see my friends and family one more time before I leave.

I got showers and got dressed I blow dried my hair and curled it I haven't done that in a while.

I walked down stairs from my room and saw my mom on the phone it's nice having her home before I leave usually she's working or catching up on sleep from work.

I went out to the Ben to care for the animals since I won't see them for a while two years to be exact. After I was done with my chores my mom helped me set up for the party I guess you could call it that. My mom invited some of my closest friends and well my family. My uncle les was the first to show it was three and the party starts at four.

"Hey sweetie how's it going?" My uncle asked "it's going well I think I'm just nervous is all I'm scared I won't fit in or ill make a compleat fool of myself and everyone will laugh-" I was cut off by him pulling me into a hug. "You'll do fine you've been doing this for years now you'll be okay."

"Yeah I know but anyway how aunt barb? Can I see her?" I wasn't sure if I should ask my aunt is the only thing my uncle has besides us family she is his first and probley last wife I don't think he'll be able to move on from her. That's how strong their relationship is.

"Yeah we can before your party if you like really quick."

We drove to the hospital. Once inside my uncle went to the front desk the lady greeted him by name that's how long my uncle stays here with my aunt. ( I'm gonna try and put a song on the side the song literally describes my aunt and uncles relationship when she got sick)

He lead me to her room. "I'll give you girls some time alown together. Ill be in the lobby." He walked out and I walked into the room. It was not the way I wanted to remember her by there was nothing left to her but yet she still managed to have a smile on her face.

"Hey sweetie" her voice was so weak tears threatened to pour out of my eyes at anytime. "Hello." I said my voice shaky from seeing her in that state.

"Don't cry I'm gonna be alright. God is good he'll take care if me." Again even through the bad she still smiles.

"I know I just can't stand seeing you like this. It's not fare. You should have gotten the right treatment in the beginning so you don't have to suffer like this." By this point I was in tears I couldn't hold it in anymore. I felt her grab my hand which was holding up my head. I looked up at her. Pain in her eyes but yet hope happiness.

"Everything happens for a reason. Don't let something stop you from living and enjoying your life. I've lived my life for as long as God has wanted me too now it's my time to go and promise me not to dwell on my passing but to smile at the times we had together."

"I promise" I said smiling a small smile.

"Good now go and enjoy that party and make it big in Ireland for me okay."

"Alright I love you with all my heart and more." I said reaching over and giving her now weak and fragile body a gentle hug. "Good bye I love you." I said one last time.

"I'll always be with you no matter what happens and ill always watch over you."

With that I gave one more smile and left her to take a nap. I met my uncle in the lobby and we got back to the party.

*one hour later*

Everyone my mom has invited came I'm happy but yet sad to see these people one last time before I leave.

I was standing by the old oak tree when someone spoke and startled me.

"Why are you over her by your self?" Asked a to familiar voice. And I wasn't happy to hear it.

"Who invited you here? Leave I don't want you here go away!" I didn't realize my voice raising a bit.

"Don't yell darlin." Can't he shut up and do as he's told.

"Urg why can't you leave me alown. And leave."

"Come on now I know you still want me." By this point my back was to the tree and he was standing rather close to me to much for my liking. His hand cupped my chin forcing me to look at him. My face made a discussed look.

"Why do you have to be like that?"

"You have five seconds to get off or ill scream."

I counted to five and before I could scream he was ripped off of me by someone.

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Ohhhhh who do you think it is and who is helping her hummm ill do the next update tonight....maybe depends if I get 20 reads hummmm I'm evil aren't I haha but nah I was crying when I did the part about her aunt. Cause my aunt did pass away from cancer and I could really relate to the scene.

But anyway sorry it's short. Have a good day.