Mental

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Riley,

"I still don't know why you are freaking out Riley. It's only a party." Fae said straightening her hair. I rolled my eyes at her.

"It's not just any party , it's a Lucas party so I have to look gucci good." I explained to her. I currently wore a nice dress with heels while Fae wore a nude dress with pumps. She obviously looked better than me. She looked at me and chuckled.

"You look beautiful but if you keep making your face like that, wrinkles will appear." She said causing me to gasp. She laughed and grabbed our clutches. I stuck my phone inside and waited outside for Lucas to pick us up. Soon a nice black Benz pulled up and Lucas stepped out looking finer than fine. He wore a nice shirt that showed his biceps and muscles, some black jeans with his grey 11's. Fae walked out, locking the door behind her.

"You look gorgeous Fae." Lucas complimented. I frowned and Fae mouthed a sorry. Fae sat in the front seat while I sat in the back with Lucas's brother, Taylor. I smiled and said hello as we drove off.

We reached our destination and got out. The music was booming, kids were drinking, smokers were smoking and people were getting laid. Fae and I went to the kitchen to get soda since neither of us drank. A few hours later it was time for the countdown.

"Fae hurry, your gonna miss it." Lucas said pulling her to his side. I sighed and walked to see the clock ticking down.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I saw couples kiss and smiled at their happiness. I turned around and my jaw dropped. I saw Lucas and Fae kissing. Tears were filling up my eyes as they pull away looking at each other deeply. Questions rushed through my mind.

Why would she do this to me?

Why would she kiss him?

I ran outside and breathed in and out. I felt a panic attack going on so I kept on breathing but I failed. Taylor saw me and gave me a concerned look. He held me tight until I came down. My breathing came to normal and I cried.

"Ssh, ssh, it'll be okay." He said to me while rubbing my back. I wiped my eyes and called my uber to pick me up. Soon it arrived and I drove home. Great way to come into 2016.

(Riley's outfit in the media 👏🏽)