Angels v/s Demon

Decision

Luv's POV(Ahmedabad)

I was on the roof as usual practicing my boxing moves. As usual my mum started shouting at me. I hate my family. They impose their views on me. It feels so compressed within their commands. I am suffocating since childhood. I'm nothing but their investment. Not that they are bad but they want me to do whatever they want and sometimes I feel that I'm not worth enough to think about myself anytime.

I wanted to scream till eternity. I wanted to cry out loudly .I snapped out of my trance when my phone started buzzing. My best friend AKA neighbor was calling.

"Hey. What's up with you?"He asked.

"Parents .They wants me to do whatever they want." I told him. I know I sounded disappointed.

"What happened today? Why you guys don't sort out things between you?" He asked me as always.

"Amit, you know them. How they are."

"Yes. But what happened now?" he asked.

"They want me to become engineer. They got the prospectus of SIET too. They want me out of house." I scoffed. I threw whatever that was in my hand a banged my fist on the wall. I was always bad with my temper. I couldn't control my temper any time and that's why people hated and got scared of me. I always use to feel as I was left out and unwanted. It felt bad when people used to get scared of me.

"I'm planning to go there for my further studies. It's in Dehradun." He said simply.

"I know that. I know you are the reason I'm forced to go there. In actual there was no reason for you to tell them that you are going to take admission in SIET." I said very curtly. I could see hurt in his eyes.

"I will see you later." He left me alone there on the roof. I immediately regretted saying that he was the reason of my parents sending me away. I didn't mean it. I kicked the wooden chair there only to se it broken into many pieces. I had this tremendous power and I hated that from every bit of body. I groaned in frustration. I just wanted to disappear from this world and hide in a place where no one could find me.

I felt bad for snapping my best friend 'Amit' so violently. We both are friends since we were five and since then he is the only person that understands me and tries to calm me dawn. Its not that I like to humiliate or insult him but I can't help it .I cannot control my anger. It's just impossible for me. I try hard to control my anger but I react too spontaneously and until I realize what I'm doing, it's too late.

My head was spinning. I had terrible headache and I just wanted to sleep for some time. Before that I grabbed my phone and texted Arti. The girl I love. She is my sweet heart. I love her more than anyone in the world. Even though I behave in rude way with other people, I had never snapped her even once since past year. I just wanted to be with her forever. I love her so much.

I still remember the day we met, we fell for each other, and we accepted our love for each other and many more. I almost remember each and every second I spent with her. She was everything I had.

I smiled to myself at all my memories. My baby had me wrapped around her figures. She always wanted to study and be journalist so do I. I was not interested in becoming journalist but I wanted to be with her and always protect her and love her and so I made journalism as my passion just for her. I was a person to sacrifice even my life for my loved ones. My parents didn't know about my plans to become journalist before. I never really spoke to them about my plan until they decided to dump their plans of making me engineer on my shoulders.

In the morning when they tried to dump their plan on me, I directly refused and told them that I won't give up with my plan of becoming journalist. Certainly they didn't want their son to become some journalist as they thought there was no survival in journalism.