(Taylor's POV)
I can't keep up with Laura, she's such a flirt. She's such a flirt that sometimes she flirts without knowing. Not gonna lie, I do enjoy it.
"Yay!! I'm so happy your staying. Need pajamas?" I asked
"Yes please." she replied.
"Okay I'll be right back."
I quickly walked to my room. I changed first then I went and gave some pajamas to Laura.
"Thank you." She said as she stood up and started undressing in front of me.
I watched as my mouth slowly fell open. She took off her shirt then looked back at me.
"It's not like you haven't seen me naked before." She said with a wink
She's been winking at me all night It's making it really hard for me to resist her.
I gave her a nervous laugh. Next she took her pants off and was left with just under garments on. Now my jaw is on the floor. She is drop dead gorgeous.
"Like what you see?" She said in a seductive tone.
"Yes." I absentmindedly replied
Whoa what!!! Wait...... Did I just say yes?!? I started kicking myself internally. Why did I say yes?!!? I'm so stupid. I was on the verge of pulling my hair out.
She wiggled her eyebrows and started dressing again. I was relieved but kinda sad when she put her clothes on. She sat down and put her arm around me again. I sat my head on her shoulder. Laura slowly rubbed my back and played with my hair. She was making me CRAZY. I closed my eyes as I enjoyed what she was doing to me.
"Taylor?" She whispered
"Yeah."
"I'm cold." She whined
That made me smile.
"I'll go get more blankets and how about we make hot chocolate?"
"Yay!" She said as she jumped off the couch and hopped into the kitchen.
I put the blankets on the couch and met Laura in the kitchen. She was already halfway done making the hot chocolate. When it was finished we made our way back into the living room with our hot chocolate.
We started our conversation where we left off and we talked for what seemed like hours.
"Have you met anyone your interested in yet." Laura asks out of nowhere.
I was frozen yet again. Why would she ask such a random question. It was completely off topic, we were just talking about cats! How did we get from cute cats to relationships?!? It took me a while to reply but when I did, I replied with a simple "No."
"How about you?" I ask
"Nah I think dating is impossible. Maybe not completely impossible but very difficult."
"Why do you say that?"
"I guess it's because I've had bad experiences. In my past relationships somehow I always end up hurt. So I just gave up.......For now. I mean, Yeah one day I'd like to settle down you know but, I just don't see that happening anytime soon. So I guess I'll just play the waiting game and wait for the perfect match."
I think we would make the perfect match. Who in their right mind would hurt Laura. I would never ever do that to her. She deserves the world. She shouldn't have to wait any longer she deserves to be happy.
"You Know,Your soul mate, the one who's gonna love you forever, help you through rough times, and take care of you, could be closer to you than you think." I say in a low voice.
"Yeah your right. One day I'll find the perfect one.I'll just be patient."
It's obvious that Laura wasn't picking up what I was putting down. I put my head down because I was too afraid to tell Laura how I really feel about her. My eyes started to water up. Tears threaten to fall. I have to tell her.
"Tay, what's wrong?" She asked as she got closer to me and put her arm around my waist. She put her hand under my chin and lifted my head so that I was looking at her.
"Did I do something?"
"No, you did nothing." I replied. Actually, she kinda did do something.
"What a relief!! But really tell me what's wrong."
"It's just.......... maybe I did find someone that I really want. Someone that I'm in love with. Someone that already has a special place in my heart and they don't know and they may never know because I'm too afraid to tell them."
"Why are you afraid to tell them? Is it because you think they won't feel the same way about you?"
"Yeah that's one of the main reasons. I also think that it would ruin everything. Our relationship could change and that's the absolute last thing I want because even if it doesn't work out between us I still would want us to be friends."
"I say go for it. You'll never know how they feel if you don't ask them. Who knows maybe they do love you back. If they don't then maybe it wasn't meant to be. So just be brave and don't be a pussy tell them exactly how you feel. If you need me I'll be here for you no matter what."
"Wow, Laura your right. I think that was exactly what I needed. Thank you so much I'm really glad you're here."
"No problem babe I'm always gonna be here." She said as she gave me a kiss on the cheek.
It weird how even when she does simple things I still get butterflies. I put my head on her shoulder to hide the fact that I was blushing. Right now would be the perfect time to tell her but it could also be the worst. I don't know. I'm so confused and scared. Should I wait? Should I go for it? I look up at Laura. I opened my mouth to say something but I stopped and put my head back down. I tried again.
"Hey Laura........"
"Yeah?"
"Uh ummm........... Can we watch something else?" I ask
Fuck, I chickened out again, I.......I couldn't do it. I just...... I can't. Well not right now at least.
"Sure what do you want to watch?"
"Cartoons." I say dryly.
I'm so angry but I have no one to blame but myself. Great job Taylor!! I turn and wrap my legs and arms around Laura and I hug her tight I didn't care if she suspected anything I just wanted her to hold me. She hugged me back and ran hand up and down my back slowly. Soon her grip around me loosened up and her breathing was lighter. She was asleep and she looked so beautiful. I wish she was mine. She could've been if only I wasn't so afraid. I kiss her forehead and lay my head on her shoulder. I move up to her ear and whisper....
"One day Laura... One day."
One day Laylor Will be real!!👆🏽🌅
So this chapter was over 1100 words long
WHAT A MILESTONE!! 😱😱
I'm actually really proud of this chapter
I'm not fully awake but I'm not fully asleep it's 5 Am 😭😭
I'm not sure if I want to sleep 🤔 I'm sure nobody cares 😂💀😂👎🏽👎🏽
Anyways back to the more important stuff.👍🏽
I plan on doing big things with this story like 200 chapters max!! Jk I think that would be impossible.
I will try to make long chapters because me personally when I read other stories I hate short chapters👎🏽💯😑😖😵😷😲☹️🙁😕😭 short chapters are like the worst things ever. Short chapters are like your cookies breaking off and falling in the glass of milk. I know horrible isn't it. 👎🏽🙉🙊🙉🙊
I'm still searching for a support team. Haha 🕵🕵🙈🙉🙈🙉🔦🔎🔍
Much love ❤️💖💗💟💜😍😘
