Princess and I

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I met her when she was just a toddler. Running around to catch her ball Heiress almost got hit by a car.

It must have been the fastest that I ran in my life! I caught her in time swinging our bodies around to get us out of harms way.

I can never explain my feeling that day. Looking at her brown eyes that were open wide. Seeing her small mouth pout then quiver as she cried. Shucks! I sound like a pedophile! I blow into her elbow that got a small cut due to that incident. She almost cry and its a good thing I was able to get her attention.

I met her mom and found out that that they lived just four houses down from our house. I became very fond of her. I tutored her and played with her.

I became her babysitter. At six Heiress is a very lively kid. Always singing and running but I dont mind. I love taking care of her.

I grew up and stopped playing with her. Everytime I pass by their house, I would look for her but shes nowhere. It seems while growing up, Heiress got tired of being with me.

But then one day she showed up. Her ebony hair longer than I remembered. Her eyelashes framing almond shape eyes that seem to always smile at me. We started hanging out again. We would sometimes walk to school instead of riding the school bus. She never run out of stories and I never tired to listen. Most of the time Im just looking at her pink mouth as she talk about anything that she likes.

At seventeen I was so deeply enamored to her. Her childish antics and tomboyish ways made me all the more hooked to her charm.

I fell hard. Until one day, she got sick. I was so worried. Its my fault really. I didnt know that I have made her mad at me. I blame myself for her sickness. Her body became frail and I became restless. Two weeks after that I left her.

It was the hardest decision to make. I love everything about her that I forgot she was but a child. A fifteen year old that should be enjoying her highschool life. A teenager that should be busy with school and friends.

My being close to her made her so dependent on me that she forgot to be a child. Its all my fault. Im older but I encouraged her infatuation on me.

The day she told me she loved me was the day my eyes opened to the reality that its wrong. I was wrong for her. I was wrong to want her. I was wrong to let my feelings cloud my mind over her.

She needs to live on her own. She needs to experience how to be a teenager first. So I did what a jerk like me could do.

I broke her heart. She was still in the hospital that time. Oh how she cried and beg me to wait for her. I knew I would but I wont. Theres no guarantee that she will still be the same after a few years.

So I told her. I left my heart with her that day and I broke her heart in pieces.

I'll never forget that day.

"You promised me that I will be your only princess. But now you said you are not sure .."

"Will you wait for me?" She asked in a faint voice. She s looking at me as she asked, her eyes noting my frustration.

" I cant promise you that .." I whispered.

She nodded her head. Sadness swirled on her brown eyes that I love so much.

"I know."

Then she sighed and turn her back on me.

"Im tired oppa, Ill sleep now."

When she turned her back on me, I clench my hand and grit my teeth. I wanted to hug her and apologize but I steeled my resolve. This is for her. This is the best decision.

Then why does water leaked from my eyes as I step away?

Why does every step away seemed to crush the heart from inside my chest?

Why did I leave when I love her so much?

Why?

Because I love her. Im willing to sacrifice my love just to make sure she will grow to her potential. I have to walk away while I still can. While I can still let her go.

But I promised myself Ill come back when shes ready.

I just hope she will take me back..




"..Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see,
saving all my kisses just for you,
signed with love forever true..."

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Yey!

This is on alternative universe. A lot you who read Will you wait for me were heartbroken when Min left and Heiress married someone else.

So many what ifs run tbrough our minds.

So heres the answer.

Will You wait for Me part2



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~rein

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