WHAT A GIRL THINKS

The One that Got Away

"You only know you lover her when you let her go." - Passenger?

^^^^Right is that who sings those lyrics?

Oh well.
So hi!

I guess because my book isn't getting heaps of reads or those comments I spoke about I'll just rant with out you guys.
Who needs supporters?
Not meh.

Okeh c'mon guys I need you.
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Let the ranting begin...

Okay so here's the dirt. Do you ever see a real HAWT AF stranger and you like have some sort of interaction?
Well your girl here seems to attract these horrible circumstances.
Let me explain.
For some odd reason it always happens. For example I'll be in the mall and in a coffee shop or summing and there's this guy that's close by and like say we bump into each other by mistake and our eyes meet and you effing feel that connection!!!
So he's like "Uh sorry" and he goes the same direction as you, and you getting all flustered cause I mean you literally are bumping into this hottay and its also awkward as hell!
So after that you go your separate ways in the place and he sits in the coffee shop while you both are catching glances at each other for like two hours!!! May I repeat tqp frigging hours. And you don't confront him because you know I'm a flipping coward and is probably going to blab out incoherent words.
Yes I'm that girl.

So he eventually leaves. And you never ever see him again.
You don't have a name.
You don't have a number.
But you can't stop thinking about it.
And you go nuts just wondering what could've happened between us.

Like I said this happens EVERY HOLIDAY.
with more than one person of course.

And I have to keep telling myself that 'everything just happens for a reason'
But you know I emotionally get effed up.
Because of these God like assholes that just come and go.

Like this December holiday I can't even explain the immensity of what happened with another stranger.

I'll save that for another time because I'm biting my lips off getting pissed because you know I'm a hormonal teenager.
I get attached to things very easily.
And it hurts like hell when you spend a week minimum trying to Google how to track down a stranger!

Yes it sounds creepy but mahn!
I'm going ballistic.
Like I need to get a boyfriend so I can't get affected by this ish*.
Oh and you know what makes it the cream on your bagel?
Its that all of these guys are on holiday in my city so its harder to even find out who the heck they are!

Like woah I know its a lot right now and I'm obviously coming off as a mental person but I can't be the only one?

Like I do need help I know because its so dayum annoying to try and get rid of feelings that I deffs don't want.

What if I was mean to say something to 'him' and I didn't and he was the one and now I'm gonna grow up to become a lonely cat lady because its pretty scary that I have a weird obsession with those little devils.

Gawd I need a doctor.
A shrink.

Anyone have a good shrink so I can have them on speed dial?

Anyways let me go drown my sorrows with some fattening food I'm thinking cheese...
Mmmm.
Yes okay I have an appointment now.

Biii
Oh hold up.

I don't know how to make dedications?
So can someone help me.

And thank you to that person that read this first and voted!!!
I don't know how to make a dedication but I dedicate this to YOU gurl!

Ttyl.

Lollllll.