40: Exposed?

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Bealhyun falls on top of me. He comes into me. Its been 4 days. I dig my nails into his back. He lets out a breathless moan closing his eyes. He rolled off of me and smiled.

He hugged me amd kissed my face a million times. "I want another baby" he said between kisses. I shiver. "I want one too" he kissed my neck. "then lets make one" he warm breath against my skin.

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Im sore everywhere. Beakhyun went really rough last night. I relized about having another baby is to much. I just lost my sweetie and im having another. Ill be sad.

I got up from the bed feeling a bit dizzy, got changed and walked into the bathroom. I haven't been doing chemo for awhile. I've been skipping it. I really should go again. And yes I still have cancer.

Maybe thats why im dizzy. I stumble to the kitchen and take some pills. I didnt know what I took becoz my vision became fuzzy. I feel someone hug me trying to keep me up. I turn around and its Luhan.

"hey u okay?" he keeps me up. "yeah a little dizzy " he takes me and sits down placing my head on his lap. Luhan and I got really close throughout my hard time.

"you feel better?" he asked. My vision came back but my head started to hurt. "omg, jungkook said something about chemo. U have to go and take it again" I nod. Luhan runs his fingers through my head calming me.

"hmmm" I hum. He chuckled. "do you want to do chemo later today?" I nod closing my eyes. " hey Luhan" I heard Beakhyun and open my eyes. "hey honey " Beakhyun caressed my face with his finger. "hey" I say smiling.

"so starting chemo huh?" Beakhyun lifted up my legs and sat down before puttung my legs on his lap. Beakhyun caressed my legs gently. I shiver. "yea, r u coming?" Beakhyun laughed.

"ofc honey" I smile. We watched movies till 3pm then got ready to leave. Beakhyun back hugged me and breathed in before relesing his warm breath on my neck. I squirm in his grip.

"that tickled" I hug him. Beakhyun smiled. "u want t get a pregnancy test?" Beakhyun suddenly asked. "look, Beakhyun" I let go of him and sit down on our bed.

"I cant have one right now" I cry. Beakhyun hugged me and couldnt control his tears feeling anymore. I pat his head. "my baby" I hold my stomach. Beakhyun holds my stomach. "Im sorry baby" Beakhyun talked to my stomach.

I hugged him and luuan Walked in. He walked out again. I kiss Beakhyuns head and tell him to get into the car.

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I hold beakhyuns hand and wait for 3 hours. Luhan held my other hand. "hey im hungry want anything?" Beakhyun asked. "Luhan go with him please" Beakhyun shook his head. "no butts. U go with Luhan or dont go at all"

Beakhyun frowned. "but I dont want to leave you here alone" I shake my head. "Beakhyun I know you've been having........ Thoughts. So go with Luhan" beakhyuna Nd Luhan nod.

"I texted jungkook to come and look after u" Luhan said before leaving. I smiled. Time alone. Beakhyun still cuts. I stop him by crying. Last time he was so depressed that he tried to hirt me.

Beakhyun needs help. I nesd help. I wish that I could forget everything. I wish I could forget Jimin jaehyun- wait what am I saying I love jaehyun I love my Baby. I miss my baby.

Jungkook came through the door. He came up to me amd wiped my tears. "please dont cry it hurts me" he says.

Luhan pov

Beakhyun wanted to get some bubble tea from his favourite shop. So we had to go. When we were walking we walked past the Cafe I go to. I always see a man in a hoddie playing with a baby in the stroller.

I smile at the site. It reminds me of Yoo ma and jaehyun thou. Ever since that day that I met her I have been having feelings for her.

I know its bad but It shoukd stop. Friend amd nothing more than that. Beakhyun pulled my hand as we walked into the Cafe. "why are we here?" I ask Beakhyun. He points and I get it. This is where he gets bubble tea.

I look at the guy again. He was looking at me but I couldnt see anything becoz his hoddie was down. His kid started to cry so he rocked it gently. We order and leave. Something about that guy is familiar thou.

Yoo ma pov

my phone buzzed so I looked at it. Its a article about Luhan and Beakhyun being seen walking together down the street and getting bubble tea. It also says that they bought 2 more.

exo Beakhyun and Luhan spotted together:

Byun Beakhyun and Luhan have beem spotted at Seoul's award winning Cafe.

They bought 4 bubble tea. Two for then and two for someone else.

Beakhyun has a bandage on his wrist. Has he hurt himself? Is he okay? Is this why he isnt with exo? Or why they're not doing schedules? Still remains a mystery.

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"its okay Yoo ma. Dont worry they wont find out" I nod wiping my tears. "but fans can be smart and furgure it out.... Fans can be sneaky and........ Deadly"

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Sorry about the last sentence. Lately exo and BTS fans dont like each other.

I dont get it chanyeol said something nice about them and EXOL flear up with hate.

Well fans can be scary sometimes. Happy birthday to V!!!!!! Our alien os another year older!!!!


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