Boy in love {BTS And EXO} fan fic

57: Childish

I cuddled with luhan on the couch and watched tv as Jieun and jaehyun played with their toys. Luhan stroked my thighs gently and hugged me with the other. I enjoyed his touches. I bit my lip and his hand went higher every time his hand went up and down my thigh. Once his hand went up my skirt I shiver. He knew what he was doing. I hold his hand telling him to stop. He whispered huskly in my ear "but, I wanna make U feel good" I bit my lip.

"l-luhan" I stutter. "baby" he moaned softly in my ear. I get up and kiss him going to the kitchen. Cravings once again. Yoona and Yoora Mina and kara have been somewhere. I decided not to go because of my kids and ofc I would miss baekhyun. I grabbed some ice cream out of the freezer. Seriously this kid likes to eat everything. I went from black jelly beans to ice cream and cake. I pout and grab a spoon eating thw ice cream. I start to remember the times with baekhyun and a tear rolls down my face. Luhan saw me and hugged me. "im sorry baby" Luhan said wrapping my arms around his waist. "its okay baby, I love you" he kissed my cheek lovingly and smiled.

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I yawned and streached my arms. Luhan was next to me. I smiled and caressed his hair. My phone buzzed. I opened it and didnt care to look at the ID before looking at the message.

Hey Yoo ma, I just wanted to talk again.

It sighed. Baekhyun. I texted him back. I got up slowly from luhans side, got changed and walked to the ice cream shop. When I got there baekhyun sat at a table by the window. I sat down at the chair and he noticed me. He ordered vanilla ice cream for the both of us. "look I know you dont want to listen to me b-" I thank the waiter. "thats not true" his eyes full of hope. "the truth is, I miss you so much baekhyun" I looked down. "I love you" his hand touches mine. I grab his hand and look at him. "I love you too" I shake my head.

"but, I cant trust you again" he moves over to me and hugs me. "I promise. To never ever hurt you again. And this promise, will stay like that for eternity" my heart beats faster as he moves closer to me. "it will never ever happen again Yoo ma" I turned to him. He stared into my eyes before pulling me close kissing my lips. I didnt know what to do. I didnt move at all. My lips took the eurge to kiss him back. His lips moulded with mine.

That was when I knew I had to move away. I pulled away and stood up. Baekhyun caught my wrist. "please. Don't" he begged. I groaned and made him let go. He hung his head low. I lifted his chin and kissed his cheek. "im just not ready" I walk away. But as soon as I walked out I noticed Luhan. I started to tear. I walked up to him and he did the same meeting me in the middle. He wrapped his warm arms around me and I did the same. "its okay honey. Its okay" he rocks me back and forth.

We both walk home. His one arm around my waist. He made me laugh distracting me from my problem. He holds my hand swaying ours back and forth. " your really childish" I giggle. He turns me to face him and wraps his arms around my waist pulling me close. "is this less childish?" he kissed me. His lips moulded with mine. I played with the collar of his shirt as he tilted his head making thw kiss deep. I pulled away, breathless. "definitely" he held my hand again as we walk home.

Jimin pov

I saw Yoo Ma. I saw here as I was walking with Taeyeon. Truth is. I was dating taeyeon while I was dating Yoo Ma. Shes pregnant with my child. Her belly is just starting to show. I happy, but something just isn't right. As I saw her kiss the guy she was walking with my heart dropped. Why? She's happy, im happy, right? She turned around and saw me. She had hopeful eyes when she looked at me. She avoided my gaze and looked away. The two walked into a house. I made a questioning face. She lives there? I shrug and put taeyeon in the car. I followed and drove home. Taeyeon wanted to have a look around because we will be moving to a bugger house, because of baby. I sighed and drove home.

I lost her, I left her. But, why do I feel to heart broken when she's happy?