Boy in love {BTS And EXO} fan fic

20: I have it too

have i done a POV yet ??? i can't remember lol anyway let's do one right now and plus i am not bother to look back and see if i have lol. sorry i have no updated in for ages except for yesterday. but please read my other fanfic i hope you like them and enjoy them anyway continue the story.

JIMIN POV

what am i going to do???

 my love my life my world.

 is she going to go 

will she leave me ?

how will i live without you??

i cried silently as those words flew around my mind. after the news Yoo Ma cried but slowly fell asleep in my arms. jungkook is in the room sleepying next to Yoo Ma i let him because she was sleepy and he was so they fell asleep. it has been 20 mins and they guys (exo) haven't come in yet i dont want them to not yet. i am now looking at Yoo Ma stroking her hair. i wish she never had gotten cancer. 

"im sorry Yoo Ma" i said crying. i held Yoo Ma's hand and intertwined our finger. i hung my head down when i felt Yoo Ma squeeze my hand. i looked up at her face. she looked happy and smiled. "im okay are you?" i smiled at her. i squeezed her hand."i am .... i love you Kim Yoo Ma" she smiled and a tear fell from her cheek. "i love you too jimin" 

i leaned in and gave her a deep kiss. i pulled out. "don't give me special treatment okay i just wanna be treated as normal okay?" i looked into her eyes . it was like we where both staring into each others soul's . "Yes princess" i didn't want to ask why because it is rude she might just wanna live her days like it is her last. 

Yoo Ma POV

"yes princess" jimin answered. good, that he said that. my head started to hurt again. 

(btw i have no idea what are the symptoms are of having a tumor . so i'll just make so up. sorry that i can't look it up. i am to lazy hehe but i hope Yoo Ma makes it fingers crossed)

"are you okay?" jimin played with my fingers. "yeah just sore" he kissed my head. "you'll be okay just stay strong okie baby?" he kissed my forehead again. "yes and could you stop you gonna give me germs" i wiped my forehead. jimin held my hands down and kept kissing my forehead.  he went to my cheeks then my lips.

"uh huh stop there jimin" he looked at me and gave me a blushing smile. "aw you are so cute im lucky to have you jimin" he intertwined our fingers again. "hey Yoo Ma" suho yawned. "hello" i waved at him. he waved back and all three of us laughed. "so where are the others?" jimin tilted his head at me. "outside you wanna tell them now?" he stood up. 

"yes pwease...oh and don't tell them i want to tell them" i pouted. jimin opened the door and smirked at me when he left. "Yoo Ma?" suho called. i looked over towards him. "yes?" he looked at me while sitting up on his bed. "your not the only one you know" i new what he was talking about. "you have it too?" he shook his head. "i have leukemia" he announced.  "no you don't no you can't you don't" i denied it. 

"i do" tears began to fall. "why suho why" he walked over to me and hugged me tightly. "Yoo Ma don't cry for me please i will only do that for you" suho hugged my tighter. "you should be in that bed you know" i pointed to his bed. he nodded and walked over to the bed and sat in it. 

"be happy okay i need to go to London next week .. the guys don't know i have it only you do if i asked you to come to London with me?" i looked at him but not in shock. "i will have to go so i will come" he did i little victory dance and i just giggled. "but tell them  before we go okay?" he nodded and the door slowly opened.