Boy in love {BTS And EXO} fan fic

51: I'll love you

For Rosario_A_I thx for some ideas!!

I noticed I still wore that ring. I heaved a sigh. Luhan back hugged me. Its been 3 days and the two of us got Close. The feeling I had for him come back. He stays here now. He sleeps on the couch but I always imagine him with his body against mine. But then he turns into Beakhyun.

I feel stuck but something is telling me just to stop trying and stay with the person im with right now. But who is it Luhan or Beakhyun? He warmth hugs me. "morning" he lets go. But I longed fpr him tokeep his arms around me. He dpes this now to sayhi if im cooking.

"hey oppa" Jieun holds her arms out to him. Luhan picks her up and hugs her kissing her cheek. "you okay?" I was staring at my ring. "um yea im okay" I fake smile at him. He narrows his eyes at me. "okay, want me to help?" I turn my head as a tear falls."no its a okay" I bit my lip.

I flinch when I feel him hug me again. He turns me aroubd. "its just me its just me" He hugs me tightly. "shhh" I cry. I miss him okay. Exo is back at work and they are working hard. They're not home now. Beakhyun started to live with them again."Do you want to go out today with the kids" he pulls my head into his chest. I nod a little. They'll like that.

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Luhan and I started walking. Im holding jaehyuns hand and Luhan Jieun. I pick jaehyun up because he was moaning. He didnt wear his mask today. We werre talking till we got there. When we got to the park the two kids ran to the slide. Luhan looked behind me. "What?" He sighed closing his eyes.

"paparazzi" I turn around. God there where 30 peopls taking photos. "f#ck" he cussed. "ugh I dont wanna leave" there was a buz in my pocket. Its a message from Beakhyun?

Beakhyun: I see you have moved on?

And there was a picture of us. The four of us. Ugh God.

Me: its not like that

Me: it isnt like that

Beakhyun: its everywhere!

Me: ugh why do I even try to text you? You wont believe me. You will trust your fans, not me. Not the fuckin person who is carrying your child.

I lock my phone and look at Luhan. "do you wanna go?" I nod. Luhan and I get the kids and walk home. "im srry" he says. "no its nothing" we Put the kids in the play room. We sit one the couch again eat ice cream and watch TV like we did 3 days ago. I laughed and look at Luhan.

"oh you got something over here~" he wiped my lips. He stopped and looked into my eyes still leaving his thumbs on my lips. This feeling? His hand moved to the side on my face caressing my face. I watch him as he looks into my eyes.

His beautiful eyes glint. Why do I have goosebumps? Why dose my heart beat fast? Everything is in slow motion. He leans in rubbing his nose with mine. Lips rubbing together. Why wont I pull away? Im engaged.

He presses his lips against mine. It feels so right but is so wrong. Luhan kisses me. The kiss gets hotter. My hands go up his top. He lays me on the couch my back hitting the seat. He hovers over me. He kisses me more and more gasping through the kiss. His hands go up my top. Thats when I stop.

I push him off me sitting up. "this is wrong" he holds my waist. "I know. But just let me love you" he says pulling me closer. "if Beakhyun cant do it. let me love you. Let me take care of you" I hung my head low. "let me love you" he kissed me lifting my head up. "please" he pecked my lips another time. I was speechless.

I didnt know what came over me because I nodded. He kissed me again. "I promise I wont leave you like he did. I will take care of you" he kissed me again. "I wont make you love me" he connected our foreheads. "I love you" he said. I hug him wrapping my arms around his neck. I start to cry.

"its okay " he hugged me back. "im here dont worry about anything. I will take care of it. Ill make you smile. I promise" he kissed my forehead. I cry harder hearing him say those things. "please dont cry~" he sings. "because it hurts me" and I hug him tighter. "dint let me go" I say gripping his t- shirt. "never" he answered pulling me closer.

Srry about the last part. I was listening to sing for you by exo. I felt it