Boy in love {BTS And EXO} fan fic

38: Dont leave me?

YOO MA

I cry hard. Luhan pats my back. "I dont know where he is or what he'll do with jaejae"Luhan rubs my back. "sweetie we'll find him" I shake my head. "can I use your phone?" Luhan nods and passes his phone to me. I tap his phone and call Beakhyun. He picks up.

'hello, Be-'

"Beakhyun?"

'YOO MA! Where are you?' He screamed.

I sniff. "im with Luhan"

'luhan?' I put him on speaker. And close my eyes. Im tired. But I miss jaehyun. I drift off to sleep.

I wake and streach yawning. I look around and see no one then at the corner of my eye I see that we have just arrived at the beach. Beakhyun is crying with jungkook. And Luhan is cheering them up.

Luhan looks nice but can be a bit careless. Their backs are turned away from my facing the ocean. my vision gets blurry again. I wipe my tears away but they keep falling. Jae my child. He is gone. I look out to the sea and its calming.

I look at the cliff close by. A thought poped into my head. I look at the ocean again. The waves overlapping. I wanted oh so bad to just.... Jump. I sneak out of the car and quickly run to the cliff.

It's a good distance. Trees whip past me as I get closer to the cliff. I stand and breath in the air getting ready to jump. "YOO MA" I break down when I hear his voice. His loud angry voice. Beakhyun hugged me. "don't you ever think to do that" Beakhyun cried.

I just cry so much that I cant cry anymore. My face has no expression on my face. Beakhyun's expression is gone too when I look at him. He hugged me tight. "I love you" he hide his face in the crook of my neck. "I love you too" my bottom lip trembles.
I feel numb when I hear Beakhyun crying. He sniffs. "plz dont leave me" he grips my shirt. I see jungkook and Luhan. I didnt realize I was biting my lip till I could taste blood. Beak noticed me and kissed me. "dont hurt yourself okay" he sniffed.

Beakhyun takes my hand and we walk back to the car. Bealhyun hugs me when we get in not saying a thing. "im sorry I love u" I say lowly. He kissed my forehead. "just dont leave me, and then you dont have to say sorry" I fall asleep in his arms.

Srry it short again. I have no ideas and im stuck with this story. I just wanna enjoy the holidays. Hope u had a great Christmas and have a good new years!!!