Boy in love {BTS And EXO} fan fic

39: Gone

For nessie0717 plz be happy :) you makes me sad now :(

When I wake up im sleep on my bed. Beakhyuns not next to me or in the room. I look around jungkook is lying on the end of my bed and Luhan next to me. I get up and pat luhans and jungkooks head.

As I walk to the kiten I almost slip on something. I look on the ground. Blood? I didnt think about it becoz im half asleep. I walk into the kitchen then stop when I see more blood.

I heard sniffles so I run to the kitchen. "Beakhyun" I gasp. I hug him then look at his wrist. "what is this?" tears pouring out of my eyes. "Beakhyun" he looks at me. "he's gone Yoo ma" Beakhyun showed me his phone. An article was on.

BTS Jimin and baby in car crash:

Bts Jimin was driving in a car with a baby. Investigator's think That Jimin swerved the car and hit a car coming in a different direction.

Jimin suvived the crash but the baby had sever wounds and didnt survive.

The baby is believed to be jimins. Jimin never talked about a gf at all so its still remains a mystery.

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I weap and, curl up into a ball crying loudly. Luhan and jungkook run into the room and see the two of us. Luhan Sits next to me trying to calm me down.

"hes gone hes gone"Luhan hugged me and saw Beakhyun phone. I saw him read it. He hugged me tight. "my baby" Luhan rocked me. "shhh shhh" he held the back of my head rocking me a bit.

When I calmed down a bit tears would only fall no sound or anything. Jungkook helped Beakhyun clean up his wounds. I just went up to my room and cried.

I grabbed my coat after a few hours and decided to go somewhere. I ran downstairs. "Yoo ma were are you going?" Luhan asked. I didnt say anything. Luhan grabbed my wrist. "where are u going" he asked softly.

"l-luhan" I hugged him this time. I cant take it any more. "its okay" luhan picked me up bridal style and sat with me and put me on his lap. He laid my head on his shoulder and strocked my head. I hide my face in the crook of his neck.

"he's gone Luhan I dont know what to do" I mumble. "plz dont cry" Beakhyun came into the room. I got up and wrapped my arms around him. He snaked his arms around my waist. "I love you" he slowly rocked my body he faced me and kissed me.
"I love you too" I kissed him again.

*1 week later *

Beakhyun and I are still broken because jaehyun is gone. Im lying in bed as Beakhyun hugged my naked body. I run my fingers along his jawline. He pouts and opens his eyes.

"hey baby" he cupped my face. I hold his hand. "hey" we havent gone out much and we only have sex to release stress these days. But we both enjoy it. (lol)

"what do you want to do today?" I held his wrist gently. He cuts himself a lot. He hasnt been going to schedules lately neither has exo. Luhan visits everyday to check up on us. Jungkook well, I told him to focuse on his job then us.

Kira found out and cried. She loved jaehyun. Xuimin was sad too everyone was but we have to be okay. It may take weeks for Beakhyun to stop cutting. Lately I've been thinking about suicide.

Beakhyun distracts me though. He kisses me and tries to make me laugh. He is still happy but I know on the inside he is hurting. Like I am. Thinking like I am.

"I want to stay home" he nodded then kissed my lips trailing down to my neck. "round two?" BEAK asked. I smirk then grab his member rubbing it making him moan in pleasure. "sure" I answer.