A Vampire's Promise (Sequel to-Lost in a Frozen World)

Chapter 14

Alright bros! This chapter will not be edited probably (when is it ever?) and I have no clue how it's going to go. All I know is that this sequel toLost in a Frozen World has got to end sometime! Goodness, I planned on this only being about 4-5 chapters, now lookie here xD

And about the beginning...I just found a tiny poem fitting :P

I gotta get on with this story.

~MrsZeroKiryu

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Disgusting. Terrifying. Deadly. Cursed.

I was all these things bunched up into one being.

How was that possible?

How could I become so ugly as

to resort to killing to satisfy my needs?

What is this monster I'm becoming?

Will I ever be myself again?

My dearest appologies,

beloved.

~

I don't care what the world had to say; I felt like fucking Harry Potter right now. As. Magestic. As. Fuck.

I casually walked down the sidewalk, a creepy smile popping up on my face every once and awhile. I knew that I was getting odd looks, questioning several things- the obvious glowing from under my coat and my odd eye color. My eyes were red, glowing feircely. I could feel it.

Every time I passed by a person, I could sense it. their blood pulse, their beating hearts, the vein I could pierce my fangs into to feel the ecstacy from my vampire instincts, all from the warm, delicious blood. My promise to Sammy was escaping my mind. Hunger, must feed the hunger, Echoed in my mind, seeming to be normal in my state of mind. licking my lips, I sighed, keeping my head low, my chin against my neck so blood would be less noticeable on my face.

That child had been fantastic.

The moment my fangs were shown to the little boy, he screamed in panic, his blood roiled up in fear. It was music to my ears when I heard him stop, trying to gasp for air as I took in all his blood in a matter of seconds. The body had been small and didn't satisfy me too much, but the taste was sweet. The elder man in his fiftys wasn't any better, but he did have a great amount of blood. That was good enough for me, for now.

I don't know wether I was throwing my life away or accepting it.

My lips twitched, wanting to feel the warm, sticky blood again, to taste the sweet or bitterness of it all. I didn't refuse this time, I simply walked towards where I would find my next meal. I mean, it's where all the Level E's seem to grab their meals, I couldn't see why I couldn't. My mind went blank. The real me- the one that hated my guts for everything I've done up to now -was trapped inside me, looking through my eyes, feeling what the other me felt; it was touture, watching people scream in pain that I caused. I felt cold, emotionless. Numb.

I hated it.

I hate myself.

Kill me.

Kill me now.

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I don't know how many people I had drank from, but I was beginning to feel more and more satisfied, more and more hungry with every single victim. Flesh and blood wasn't cutting it anymore' I wanted the whole body. What would it be like, to actually eat the actual body, not just the fluids? Was I going insane? I'm not in the position to ask myself such a question but it was the only explanation for as to why I was still letting myself delve this far into this sinful crime. My stomach cramped up. Guilt clouded my mind as I tried to think straight.

Next thing I knew, I was attacking Kaname Kuran's throat.

He easily waved me off. I raged. this is not how I wanted it. Blood! A Pureblood's blood was tasty, I didn't care if it was a taboo. I would have his blood if it killed me! At least that's what I thought. I knew straight that I would be klilled if I even tried anything to the great Pureblood family, but that didn't mean that the other vampire kinds didn't agree with my thinking. they too wanted the rich blood of a legend.

Blackout. I could feel myself falling to the feet of the enemy, even though they had done nothing but a swift slap to the face. I could see the shoes- no, bare, dirty feet. Had I imagined kaname Kuran? Or was he turning into something filthy and disgusting just as I was? The image changed as I shut and reopened my eyes- nightfall. A bird flying in the sky, the outline reflected in the moonlight. I fell asleep.

Was I living in an endless hell? Or was I just going crazy. I had no doubt that was the answer.

I succumbed to the darkness. I let my mind drift to sleep, maybe it would calm me down. i'd be up to my antics again in the morning, I knew that, but maybe I could control my hunger. Maybe it would be different tomorrow.

But I was wrong.

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Sorry, CRAPTASTIC chapter. It's short too. i'm just tired and I wanted to get this out of the way. I feel lik,e I'm not uploading enough, sorry.

My foot was bouncing the whole time and I have a red mark on my cheek from slouching in thought. I really didn't know how to end this chapter, let alone how to continue it. I was at the first 5 little paragraphs, and I thought of just uploading that, but I felt as thought i had to put a little more into it.

SO SORRY TT^TT AND-

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