First Love

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I hate you
Yet I love you
Cliche of me
Especially since I don't even know you
My body wants you to be mine
But my mind says don't do it
I need the affection of someone
Someone I know will stick around
Even during the toughest times

I need your support
I want you to be mine
I'm falling for you
Now I need you to catch me
Give me your love
And I'll return
Even as emotionally unstable
As I am I will be there
Give me something to hold onto
My mind still tells me to STOP

But I still write to you
All the feelings
I know I will never express to you irl
I pray that you will love me back someday
I'll wait a lifetime for you
If you give me a chance
I'll make your love so high
That when we are together
it will feel like a lifetime
But until that day
You will still be my first love
Even if you never loved me back

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