what-why-now

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What if I woke up today without a care in the world?


What if I woke up with debt free happy parents?


What if the world was not at war and the presidential candidates weren't violent?


What if my love was accepted by someone right for once?


What if my grades were straight as a line?


What if my dad stays longer than a couple weeks?

What if I loved myself that I wouldn't have suicidal thoughts?

What if the boy I liked liked me back?

What is my friends knew my life?

What if I learned to never give up?

What if I never cried?

What would happen if the world sun in my direction?

What if I didn't hate parts of my family?

What if I Learned how the world works?

What  if... nevermind that.

Why don't boys like me?

Why do I not think I'm pretty?

Why do  endless noghts awake create my mood?

Why can't  I control my grades?

Why do my parents have hella debt?

Why are the canadites crazy?

Why have I never woken happy?

Oh...right

I am not rich, happy, and the world does not revolve around me.

One day I will have my happily ever after but not tonight.





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