Love, Nate (N.M)

Daddy Issues

When I wake up in the morning I see Cameron wasn't in bed. I look around to find the bedroom door open slightly and the smell of coffee lingers into the room.

I get up out of the bed and realize I was still naked. I go over to his closet and put on a flannel of his and the underwear I wore last night. The shirt went to the middle of my thighs but it was a little longer in the back. I also put on the bra I was wearing last night.

When I walk down the stairs I see Cameron in the kitchen making pancakes with coffee. He had on a pair of sweatpants and no shirt. His hair was messy but he still looked good. While he was placing some pancakes on a plate I come up and wrap my arms around him.

"Good morning." He says and turns around to meet my face.

"Good morning." I say and look up at him. He leans down and kisses me lightly.

"How do you feel?" He asks me.

"Hungry and sore." I say. He laughs a little and wraps his arms around me. "But I'm also happier then I've been in a long time." I tell him.

"I'm glad. Pancakes are almost done and I was going to cut up some fruit for breakfast." He tells me.

"I'll start with the fruit." I say and go over to the fruits that were already on the counter. There was bananas, strawberries, apples, and grapes. I cut the strawberries in half and cut the bananas into little chips. For the apples I cut them into slices and keep the grapes as they are.

"Have you ever been into the city?" Cameron asks me.

"Like New York City?" I ask him. He nods. "No." I say and put all the fruit into a bowl.

"How about we go." He says.

"It's two hours away." I tell him.

"So? We can stay over night. Only if you want to go." He says to me.

"Really?" I ask him.

"Really." He says. I smile big and place the bowl on the small dining room table. He comes over and places the plate of pancakes on the table along with two empty plates and two forks. "I'm not the best at making food but I hope it's good." He says. I look at him then grab a pancake. I rip off a piece and put it in my mouth. It tasted so good.

"Oh my gosh Cameron." I say and lay my head on his shoulder as he was sitting next to me.

"Is it good?" He asks me.

"Tastes like heaven." I tell him. He laughs and takes some bites of his.

We both finish our breakfast and put the dishes in the sink.

"Do you still want to go to the city with me?" He asks. I nod. "Okay." He says and grabs me to pull me into him. Cameron looks into my eyes as I do the same. That's when his close and his lips touch mine ever so gently. I close my eyes which makes the image of his beautiful face disappear from my vision. His lips move against mine in a slow and passionate motion. "I could kiss you forever." He says as he disconnects his lips from mine.

"Likewise." I say back.

"Do you need to stop by your house for clothes?" He asks me.

"Yea." I say and let go of him. I go upstairs and start to gather my things.

"Hey. Did I say something to upset you?" He asks me.

"Yes and no." I say to him.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know what I said." He says and sits on his bed.

"It's not you at all. It's me and my life. Look if you come over to my house I feel like you won't want any part of me anymore." I tell him.

"Nothing could ever make me feel like that. I like you for who you are. Not for what you have." He tells me.