"How deep is your love, is it like the ocean ? What devotion are you ? How deep is your love"
My sister increased the radio's volume and she started singing and dancing like a fool..
" Why are you looking at me like that ? Listen..if you won't sing with me while i am driving ,we can never be friends.." she said without stopping moving
"Ha ha not funny Ellena"
She looked at me with a piercing gaze and i couldn't help but laugh.
Actually, True happiness is singing at the top of your lungs in you car while people are staring at you..But, that annoyed me a lot contrary to my sister .. She was like "yes I sing in my car like a fool, yes you're already staring at me with wide eyes, no I don't give a fuck" She doesn't care about what people think of her at all.
we all know that life is too short to worry about what others think..But people's opinion always matter that much for me..
I looked at my sister who was acting like a child while she just turned 19 years old yesterday and a smile appeared on my face.
Ellena was like a best friend for me that i dreamed to have since too long..
She had a kind of understated beauty, perhaps it was because she was so disarmingly unaware of her prettiness. Her beautiful face was completely flawless. If she weren't my sister, I'll doubt if she uses face masks or expensive products. She was all about simplicity, making things easy, helping those around her to relax and be happy with what they have. It was her inner beauty that lit her eyes and softened her features. When she smiled and laughed you couldn't help but smile along too, even if it was just on the inside. To be in her company was to feel that you too were someone, that you had been warmed in summer rays regardless of the season.
She was that one person who could easily turn every frown to a smile by saying a few simple words..That one person who carried all my tears in her shoulders after every fight.. That one person who believed in me when I couldn't beleive in myself.. That one person who knew all my darkest secrets.. she is one of the reasons of my happiness. I jus't can't thank her enough for making me laugh hysterically by saying one of her silly jokes when I think that I'll never smile again..
Having her by my side is enough to make me happy and i promise to never let her go because if she'll leave me one day, everything will go with her even the moon who lights my dark path..
"What are you thinking about ? A guy ? Am I right ? I knew it.. you were distracted these past days"
Ellena interrupted my thoughts by saying this few words..
Suddenly, I started laughing hysterically and her eyes widened like she was going to say something but I interrupted her "you idiot, you know I love you..Don't you ?"
"Get out of the car Eva , the show is going to start in a few minutes" she said with a smirk on her face.
At that moment, I realized that we were already on the car park.. so I get out of the vehicle shutting the door behind me.
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I was standing in the middle of the hall looking for my friends knowing that Ellena was already with hers. I looked around to see too many unknown faces. I kept looking everywhere studing everyone's face until my eyes fell on..
Him.
