"Aren't you going to let me in ?" He smiles.
"What are you doing here" I ask through gritted teeth, bitting the inside of my cheek to keep the tears from escaping.
"I came here to visit my family" he answers simply.
"Excuse me?" I say bursting into a laugher. "After six fucking years you remembered that you have a family? how cool" I scream still laughing
"Don't curse in front of your dad, Evie " He says seriously.
"You're not my dad and don't call me Evie again" he was going to say something but i interrupted him " Don't say anything, just shut up..Every time you open your mouth you just make me angrier" I scream as loud as I can
"Don't be rude" it was his turn now to yell at me.
"Get out now, don't show me your face one more time, I hate youuu. Just leave us alone" I scream pushing him and hitting his torso as hard as I can.
"I hate you, i really hate you" I add, veins showing on my neck.
I finally can't hold my tears back any longer and they fall from my eyes.
"Okay, i am leaving but you have to keep your distance from that Harry Styles or you will regret it" He whispers in my ear and then he turnes around and walks away leaving me as confused as never.
What was that ?
It takes me a few minutes to realize what was happening around me as I found myself laying on the floor staring technically at nothing. I decide to get up, tears still rolling down my face..
Why did he decide to show up after six freaking years? Could this has any thing with Harry? Why shall i keep my distance from him ? I try to recognise my messed up thoughts as I walk towards my room and i throw myself on the bed.
My hands wouldn't stop shaking as i buried my face in the pillow. The tears wouldn't stop following and i feel like my heart is about to explode in my chest.
It was shattering that after I felt so great about myself. After feeling the taste of happiness after what happened six years ago,i found myself drowning in the same old sea. Dad created that sea and he was my only nightmare.
And I don't want this nightmare to come back.
For awhile,i just stared at the ceiling so many thoughts crossing my mind until i found myself drowning in my old sea when flashbacks of my childhood started replaying in my head.
"A strange voice coming from downstairs woke me up from my heavy sleep, at first I thought something may have fallen down and hit the floor, but when I heard it again I started to think what it was. It could possibly be my dad..
Half curious and half frightened, i got out of the bed and slowly walked out of my bedroom. My feet took me downstairs, and that's when I heard voices. No, i mean screams. My mom was screaming and it made my heart beats so hard in my chest.
I was standing at the end of the stairs froze for a moment at the sight of my dad's hands holding a knife, then he slowly started pushing the knife in between her two ribs. i was watching my mother struggling breathing with one lung while she cries in pain, tears streaming down her face and then she fell down and her body stopped moving and the tears immediately collected in the corners of my eyes.
And shock is what came next.
"What did you do ?" I whispered, tears streaming down my cheek.
I was 11 years old and i couldn't do a thing, i wanted to do something but I found myself too weak and dizzy to move.
"Go back to your bed, stupid girl" He yelled looking at me with anger.
"Mom, mom" I screamed running towards her. "Wake up mommy" I took her hand in mine as I tried to calm myself.
"Stand up, little shit.. Don't get at my nerves or you'll regret it " The angry man pulled me by the hair and pushed me hard..
I can smell the whiskey in his fast breathe. He was drunk and he couldn't stop shaking.
"Did you kill..killed my mom?" I screamed through sobs not believing what was happening around.
"Shut up, shut up right now, i swear if you'll add a word I will definitely kill you" Dad lost his mind now as he started screaming at the top of his lungs and then he looked at the moving body of my mother, not believing what he actually did. He murmured something that i couldn't hear and he quit the house leaving us in a miserable situation.
From our hall came the most hysterical crying, the screaming sobs only interrupted by the need to draw my breath.
It was as if every sound that escaped my mouth was set to the frequency that would shatter my heart in pieces again and again and again. I tried to ignore the pain in my chest as i stood in front of my mother's body,unmoving, ublinking, unthinking. It was all i could focus on for now. Watching her blood as it gushed with sickening determination from her stomach. The scarlet blood lashed over the apartment, painting the horrible scene."
-End of the flashback-
I woke up from my deep thoughts by the feeling of drowning. My clothes were wet and my skin was cold.
I could feel my eyes burning from crying and remembering what happened six years ago made me feel so weak.
This whole thing didn't bring death to my mother but she fell in a coma instead and it took her a long time to regain her normal life after that shock.
And since that time, I didn't see my father.. He was always that kind of careless father who doesn't give a shit about us.
Hitting us and treating us like animals were his usual habits. And when my mom decided to put an end to this annoying life, she finished up in a coma.
Why have he decided to come back after six years? Just when Harry showed up.. Can they be related together somehow? No way..What kind of link can Harry have with a murderer and a criminal like my father ? Too many questions for which I didn't find answers ...
"C'mon Eva, these thoughts can lead you to no where" I said before I noticed the ringing of my phone.
I got up from my bed and followed the noise and i finally found it on my desk. I cheked the caller ID and..
well, damn
it was an annonyme.
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