The soft sand glistened as it joyfully reflected the sun's ray.
The subtle sea sparkled as it casually strolled up against the shore, leaving the rocks and sea-shells glinting.
Crystal-clear water stretched far into the horizon getting darker and deeper, however maintaining serenity effortlessly.
As I breathed in fresh air, the smell of salty sea tingled my nose. The cold and refreshing breeze gently eased up against my skin and glided through my hair. the rustling of the swaying palm tree leaves, birds twittering as they soared high above and the delicate splashes of the sea were amazingly soothing. The waves singing me a dulcet lullaby made me reminisce my childhood and drew me closer to them.
It was a Sunday morning, I came here to relax and to forget about everything..
I was that kind of girl who wants to Switch off for a minute..
I enjoy Going for a walk without blasting music in my ears, or having coffee without looking at my phone or laptop.. I just want to rest, and watch my life change..i don't have to set resolutions..
I was walking nowhere to be honest but I just need some time to rest.. I was looking at the beautiful sea and my thoughts were messed up and i was trying to understand the fact that it's been almost three days and i can't get out this Harry Styles from my head.
I was about to move and to start walking again when I suddenly crushed into someone.
Oh my god, I can't feel my head..
"Watch out silly girl" A raspy voice snapped at me rudely.
I think that i heard this voice somewhere ?
I raised my head to see who I just hit and at my big surprise I met a beautiful green eyes..
That was the last person I expected to see in this place..
It was him.
Great, I just embarassed myself in front of him.
I was shocked in every sense of the word and these butterflies in my stomach are back..
Welcome sweethearts.
"Oh, I am sorry this is you ? Eva, right ?" He said runnig a hand through his hair after noticing that this silly girl was me.
"yeah" I smiled " but this was rude" I added and he looked down.
"I didn't expect to see you here, I am sorry " He apologised one more time.
I noded, smiling shily.
I couldn't find the right words to speak.. I have never expected to see him again..
"Girls are so beautiful when they are embarrassed just like you" He said smiling widely .
What did he just say ? Here we go with the beautiful thing again..
No one has ever call me beautiful exept him and that sounded weird because I can't beleive it..
Physically, I wasn't that attractive.
Well I am not attractive at all, at least, this is what I always thought because no one made me feel that i am pretty..
My mind was rasing a thousand miles a second, so was my heart.. he called me beautiful for the second time and my mind wouldn't accept it.
"Someone is blushing here, I was just kidding why did you take too long to answer?"
This time, the feeling of surprise and joy I had got, replaced by that one single world I hated the most.
Pain.
How could I even beleive his words? That was bullshit. That was absolute bullshit. A pressure built in my chest and my heart felt as though it would burst into emotion. I don't even know why it hurts that much, that bad.
At that moment, the part that may started appreciating or loving him, hated him.
" i didn't beleive you anyway, don't worry" I replied my heart still squeezing as ever. I don't know how I found the confidence in my voice.
" So what are you doing here" He asked me, changing the subject.
I was enjoying myself and you just apperead to ruine my mood so let go the fuck of me, I just want to be alone.
I wanted to yell at him.
" I am just relaxing what about you?" I said trying to ignore the pain I am feeling in my chest.
"I live here" he answered pointing a big house.
"Oh my god, you're so lucky.. when I was a child my only dream was to have a house near the beach"
"And I realized your dream" he laughed.
Shut up stupid, this is not funny at all.
"Good for you" I started thinking of something new to say. That was not good. This conversation shouldn't end that way.
"So, how old are you?" He said breaking the silence.
like he cares, don't show me that you're interested to know me.
"Almost eighteen and you?" I tried to hide my awkwardness.
"Twenty, you have to call me dad" he responded with a smirk on his face.
Dad.. it's been a while since I last heard this word.
"Jokes are supposed to be funny, and this crap was everything but funny" I said rolling my eyes.
He was going to say something but his phone inturrepted him.
"Hey, yeah fine, alright I'll be there in ten minutes" and then he hang up.
"I have to go too, I am late" I smiled to him, turning around.
Suddenly, i felt a big arm wrapped around mine to turn me around.. I found my face inches away from his. There was a silence for a few seconds . All I knew that we were staring into each other's eyes.. Harry started to lean forward, his lips so close to mine. I can feel his warm breath in my face as he started to move closer.
As stupid as it sounds, but I thought he was going to kiss me.
"I enjoyed this conversation,beautiful" He winked.
And then he stepped back.
Oh my god, what was i thinking about? He would never kiss me.
If I had a gun I'll surely shoot him.
"Jerk" i mouthed through gritted teeth.
"Did you say anything?" He asked looking at me with a wide smile.
I turned around and walked away ignoring his question.
I came here to relax but I am going home worse and worse.
What happened?
Why is it hurting that much?
Why I wanted too bad to taste his soft lips?
I walked home and the only thing in my mind was Harry Styles.
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A very earlyyyy updaaaaaate :)
Thanks guys for everything.. I love you so much
