Three Way Love (Dinah, Camila, And Lauren)

16: Weird Feelings

Camila's P.O.V: You know the feeling you get when you get to enjoy your favorite TV show and then someone comes along and gets in the way? That's how I feel right now while watching Becky and Lauren laugh and talk amongst themselves on the couch. I was having a great time with Lauren and then she pops up and ruins everything. Before you start making assumptions, Me and Becky don't have any rivalry going on. We're both really good friends and since we both have dated Austin, we have a pretty good friendship and we can relate on almost anything. But right now, I kinda wanna kick her out the house.

It is true that her and Lauren had a small fling but that didn't last long because for some reason Lauren broke it off. She didn't tell us why she broke it off but I'm glad she did. I know I seem selfish but I do have hard feelings for Lauren and I can't help what I feel. Then again, I like Dinah too so I don't know what the fuck I want. I took a sip of my milk as I stared at Lauren and Becky with a scowl on my face. I was curious to know what they were talking about and just seeing Lauren laughing so hard made me extremely jealous.

"Mila I'm pretty sure if you squeeze that mug any tighter it'll break into pieces." I heard Ally say from behind me. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and loosened my grip on the mug and turned away from the scene a few feet away from me, leaning against the counter. I'm pretty sure my hands have red marks on them.

"Sorry." I mumbled trying to get my anger down to a level 1. Ally could tell I was flustered.

"What's up with you Mila? Haven't seen you this angry since Dinah ate your banana pudding you had in the fridge." I smiled at the memory and put my mug down and crossed my arms. "I don't want Becky here."

"Why?" Ally asked with a look of confusion. This is gonna be really hard to confess, but I have to let it out to somebody and Ally is the most understanding. Alright here I go. "There's been something I've been hiding from you guys." I took a deep breath.

"I like Lauren.....and Dinah." I said my voice shaking. Ally was quiet for a few seconds and then a smile made it's way onto her face.

"I knew it!" I heard the short girl say, jumping up and down. I was confused as hell. After a few more jumps, Ally calmed down and grabbed my arm.

"I always had a feeling you had a little thing for Lauren and for Dinah. But I just thought that you and Dinah are so close that it comes off as flirting. But oh my god I knew I was right. Allysus is always right!"

I chuckled at Ally as she danced around in victory. It's kinda surprising to think that Ally had a feeling that I liked Lauren and Dinah but at the same time I'm kinda glad because she didn't seem freaked out about it.

"Ok Ally calm down. But what do you think about this? Do you think Lauren likes me back or Dinah?" I was really eager to know if my feelings for both of them were returned. I don't wanna put my feelings it in the open, get shot down, and everything turns into a big awkward mess. That would be the end of me.

"To be honest, I can't really tell. I mean Lauren seems like she likes you but I don't thinks she wants to get back into a relationship after Luis and the rest of those fuckboys." That hurt me. "As for Dinah, I could barely tell if she likes you." That hurt more. I was frowning now. Now I don't have any chooses. I love them both but it looks like I won't have anything with either of them.

"Don't get upset though Mila. There's always a chance one of them might have feelings for you." Ally rested her hand on my shoulder and gave me a soft smile. It made me happy that she's there for me. I could always trust her.

"And don't worry. I'll keep your secret." Ally said putting her other hand over her heart. "Thanks Ally." I pulled her into a hug. Even though I was feeling completely defeated right now, Ally always knows how to put a smile on my face. After our little talk, I went Dinah's room, ignoring Lauren and Becky on the couch and Lauren calling out my name. I knocked on Dinah's door and surprisingly it was open already. I peeked my head in and saw Dinah fast asleep on her bed cuddling a little stuffed tiger. She named him Lingo and it was given to her by a fan. We all have something that we use from our fans. Mani has bedazzled pink hair brush, Ally has a nice penguin onesie, Lauren has a necklace with a cross on it and I have the butterfly wings. I'm pretty sure that if either of us lost any of those items we would go crazy.