Addicted to You

Awkward

Awkward.

That was the main word used to describe the atmosphere in Jiyong's penthouse. Seungri felt like suffocating every time he was near Ji and the older replayed the kiss over and over again in his head, trying to convince himself it was just a lousy mistake. He didn't hate Seungri for that, no not at all, he got drunk and made mistakes too but this felt different, this felt incredibly right and wrong at the same time.

They didn't speak much to each other is days and it felt totally weird when they were seating at the table, looking awkwardly at each other, both trying to say something. Seungri wanted to talk but he was scared of how the older would react, he felt guilty for doing that to Ji, kissing him. If Henry would've find out he would totally go nuts and dump his ass; he didn't talk to Henry in days, he kept rejecting his phone-calls and dodging the invites to dinner. Henry didn't dare coming to Ji's penthouse again; Ji freaking you out is enough for a lifetime.

The sun has risen and Seungri was doing his morning exercises in front of the huge window of his room. He could see the entire city from up there, it looked so nice and it relaxed him a lot. After he got tired of working out, he took a quick shower and then went to the kitchen. Everything was quiet, too quiet. He started making the coffee and while he was waiting for the coffee to get ready, Ji entered the front door holding Gaho's leash.

Ji didn't say anything; he just went to take a shower while Gaho went straight to the kitchen and to his food bowl. Seungri was amused by the way Gaho ate everything, poor dog must've been so tired after running with Ji.

Seungri was cooking breakfast when Ji appeared straight out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. Seungri tried to ignore it, he failed miserably and his eyes were locked on the naked skin of his patient. Ji went to dress up and when he came back, Seungri already put the breakfast on the table and he was eating.

"Thanks, it looks delicious." Ji said quietly.

"You're welcome." Mumble Seungri taking bites out of the food.

The awkward breakfast continued and nothing changed between the two. After the meal, they got ready and went to YG, again in full awkward mode. They didn't talk at all, it was a bit too much to handle. They entered YG's recording room and there were the boys talking and laughing while drinking their coffee.

"Hey guys, what's up?" Bae smiled widely.

"Had better days." Ji sat at the computer. Seungri sat on the couch near Bae and sighed deeply.

"Something wrong?" Bae asked and Seungri shook his head quietly.

The usual routine began with Ji recording and telling everyone what to sing and how to sing it while Seungri was sitting there, not really caring about anything. He was upset because of all that happened and he just wanted to get out of there.

After a while, Seungri left the room and headed for the dance practice room, he hoped he would see some of the 2ne1 girls to talk a bit with them. While he was on the hallway, he heard someone running behind him and when he turned he saw it was Bae.

"Are you ok?"

"Yes, I needed a bit of fresh air. "

"Let's dance, you'll feel better." Bae smiled.

The dance room was empty and as soon as they entered, Bae began stretching. Seungri watched him smiling while he sat on one of the benches. As the music began, Bae showed off his moves and once again Seungri was in awe.

"Join me." Bae said and Seungri smiled and began dancing with Bae. They were alone so they enjoyed each other's presence. The way Bae's body was moving made Seungri smile widely and blush, he was too sexy.

They danced until they were both tired and then they sat on the floor panting heavily. Bae was looking at Seungri who seemed to be lost in thoughts. The older grabbed two bottles of water and gave one to Seungri who smiled brightly.

"Thanks."

"Now, tell me what's wrong with you." Bae smiled and Seungri sighed.

"Nothing..."

"You can't lie to me...I can see you're not fine."

"Uhm, I made a mistake and now Ji and I are awkward." Seungri said.

"What mistake?" Bae asked.

"I...I got drunk and kissed Ji...I jumped on him to be exact." Seungri said and Bae was slightly shocked.

"Really?" Bae asked with a smirk on.

"Yes and now we're awkward and it's confusing and I feel ignored."

"Chill out, I don't think he minds much." Bae smiled and Seungri smiled too.

Back in the recording room, Ji was concentrated on making the song. He was focused on the computer, listening to Dae's voice. Seunghyun came close to the screen.

"What's with you and Seungri?" Seunghyun asked.

"What's with you and Dae? Since when are you together?" Ji asked not taking his eyes off the screen.

"How the hell did you notice?" Seunghyun asked.

"It's all in the pheromones and besides you and Dae are exchanging so many looks. "

"Well we got together...it's awesome." Seunghyun smiled.

"Good luck, he'll take good care of you." Ji said with a faint smile on.

"So? Are you going to tell me what happened to you and Seungri?"

"He kissed me..."

"He did?"

"He was drunk, it didn't mean anything and now we barely talk." Ji said.

"And whose fault is that?"

"Mine of course." Ji sighed and Seunghyun just laughed.

The day passed slowly and as the sun was setting, Seungri and Ji went home. Again, they didn't talk; they just exchanged glances from time to time. When they arrived, Seungri got a call from Henry and agreed he would meet him for dinner the following night. Ji didn't even come to dinner; he just locked himself in the room.

Daesung's car parked in front of Seunghyun's apartment building and the older smiled and looked at his handsome boyfriend. The older grabbed the younger in a intoxicating kiss, luckily the car's windows were dark and no one could see what was happening. They kissed for minutes, enjoyed each other so much.

"Come upstairs, we'll have some drinks."

"It's late, I have to go home and sleep." Dae pouted.

"I'll miss you."

"You'll see me tomorrow."

"I'll still miss you." Seunghyun pouted and Dae laughed.

"Good night." Dae smiled and kissed Seunghyun one more time.

"Good night angel."

Seunghyn got out of the car and quickly went to his apartment. He was happy, really happy now! He went to his bedroom and looked at the drawer where he kept his secret stash of drugs. That night he threw everything away, every pill and every joint that he had. He didn't need them anymore, or so he thought.

Back at Ji's penthouse, it was 1AM and Ji couldn't sleep. He got out of his room and heard the TV so he decided to check it out. There was Seungri, sleeping in front of the TV, holding on to Gaho. The sight made him smile and he slowly stork Seungri's hair. He got a blanket and put it over Seungri and smiled. He turned off the TV and headed to his room, not before he looked at the sleeping guy one more time.

"Good night cutie. " He said and went back to his room.