Addicted to You

Truth

Everyone was at YG today, practicing more than ever. Their promotions were a success; TDT's album entered the Billboard chart and everyone was really happy. Seunghyun didn't want the promotions to be over because that meant Dae to leave for Japan and work even harder there. He saw that his boyfriend was exhausted and didn't want to put even more stress on him. He's not ready to let Dae leave for Japan! Dae was a bit down too but hoped Seunghyun will understand that he has no choice but to go.

YoungBae was a psycho mess; he was determined to find out who sent the picture. Everything pointed towards Ji and he was sure his so called friend did it but had no actual evidence. He tried getting CL to talk but failed miserable and now the girl won't even talk to him and he feels really bad. He was desperate to find out the truth and now he isn't sure if CL will speak to him again. The slap still replayed in his mind over and over again. He knew that if he's going to find out the truth, he has to persuade Jiyong.

Persuading Jiyong is not easy and he was sure he won't just tell him that he had done it. Ji was a sneaky person and besides his impressing IQ level, he also possessed the ability to observe things 10 times rapidly. Bae was looking now at the couple sharing kisses and hugs and his blood began to boil. He couldn't stand the fact that Seungri picked Ji instead of him. If it wasn't for the scandal, Seungri would still be mine...

Seungri and Jiyong were having the time of their lives, they laughed and joked and Seungri was feeling more and more attached to Jiyong. He was glad that he was able to make Ji smile; he loved Ji's smile. He loved how they cuddled until they fell asleep, how they kissed in every morning and not to mention the sex; the sex was great!

Everyone started practicing and Jiyong was admiring his boyfriend. He didn't care about TDT or the others in the dance crew, he just saw Seungri and how hard he danced. He was so cute, even when he was totally focused on dancing and everything Seungri would flash a smile, Jiyong's heart started beating faster and faster.

"Okay, everyone take a break, it's enough for now." Bae smiled and everyone nodded. Bae went straight to Jiyong.

"Can we talk?" Bae asked and Jiyong looked at him.

"Go ahead." Ji said nonchalantly.

"Not here, come with me." Bae smiled.

"After you." Ji said and followed Bae.

Surprisingly, Bae went straight to the rooftop and as they got there, he lit up a cigar and Ji was just looking at him. For some seconds they were both silence, looking at each other. Bae handed the cigar pack to Ji but he refused.

"Don't tell me Seungri make you quit smoking."

"I didn't quit, I don't need a cigar right now." Ji said and sighed. "What do you want to talk about?"

"As you know, I may have been crazy about the picture and I accused you. I should be happy for you?"

"Bae, I think you forgot I can spot a lie...You are trying to find out if I sent that picture..."

"Did you?" Bae asked really serious this time.

"Why is it so important for you to know?"

"Because I want to know of you were that desperate! We're best friends..." Bae said and Ji scoffed.

"We stopped being best friends a long time ago when you just couldn't stand to see me happy. We're just co-workers and I am really thinking that if will be better if I quit. Clearly you don't want me around."

"Why do we always fall for the same people?"

"I guess we like the same types of people and Bae, you stole everyone away from me. Everyone I ever liked. " Ji said and Bae sighed.

"So you really did it. " Bae said and Ji took a deep breath.

"Seungri, you can come out...I saw you standing there." Ji said and a growl was heard. Seungri came out of the hiding place and looked at both of the guys. He heard the entire conversation.

"Did you do it?" Seungri asked carefully, scared of the answer.

"Yes." Ji said and he constantly looked down. Seungri sighed and Bae smirked victoriously.

They stayed in silence, Seungri looked at Ji, Bae looked at Seungri and Ji sighed deeply. Seungri was surprised but deep within he expected Jiyong to do something like that. He realized now that Ji was really possessive and really determined to do anything. He was hurt, really hurt and felt bad for Bae.

"Seungri, I don't expect you to forgive me or anything. " Ji said and Seungri was speechless. He kept looking at Bae who looked incredibly happy right now. Seungri felt really used.

Jiyong left and went straight for his car. He got in and began crying. He never cried like that, he regretted everything so deeply and he just wanted to turn back time. He wanted to go home but he knew he will snap and use drugs again, he just knew it. He was shaking already and tears were pouring on his face. He just wanted to see Seungri and explain everything to him.

Seungri was still on the roof, alone since Bae left with the biggest smile on. He was confused, hurt and felt really used. Did Jiyong use me just for sex? Bae rejected me and I jumped straight is his open arms, I was fucking stupid and I should've known! Ji wanted me...but just for sex...

Seungri decided to go and face Jiyong, to ask for an explanation and when he got to the parking lot, he saw his car there. He went straight for it, Ji was there, crying his eyes out and Seungri silently got in the car. Ji looked at him, wiped his tears and tried to spoke but his neck was completely dry.

Ji just started the car and drove home. They didn't speak at all on the road; Seungri was looking out the window while Ji was trying so hard to focus on the road. His eyes were getting blurry and he had the urge to drive the car in the nearest wall.

They arrived home safely and as soon as they arrived, Seungri wanted to go to his room but Jiyong grabbed his wrist stopping him.

"Please talk to me, let's talk and I will explain everything."

"I already know everything Ji...You used me like a sex toy..."

"What? I would never use anybody! Please listen to me Seungri, it was a mistake but..."

"It was indeed a mistake and you're paying the price. "

Jiyong was pacing the living room from one corner to another mumbling words and crying. Seungri was on the couch and kept looking at Jiyong. Maybe he really is sorry...

"Why did you do it? Were you jealous of me and Bae?"

"Jealous? No...I was never jealous because I knew you were better with me." Ji smiled. "I was in love, I still am and I can say that I freaking love you Seungri. It was a stupid love mistake and believe me that I would turn back time and never do it again. I would rather die than see you hurt..." Ji said and Seungri's eyes widened. Ji loves me?...

Before Seungri could react, Jiyong went to the bookcase and got out a book and placed it in front of him. Seungri looked at it, it was a Bible and he was really confused.

"Why?" He just asked. His throat was really dry and he was about to cry.

"Open it." Ji said and Seungri did. Instead of pages he found bags of drugs, little plastic bags filled with pills, vials and white stuff similar to flour. Seungri looked at Jiyong saw in his eyes a hint of desperation.

"You had this all along?" Seungri asked and Ji nodded.

"Yes...and if you don't take everything and throw it, I swear that by morning you'll find me dead. " Ji said and Seungri's eyes widened.

"You're scaring me Jiyong..." Seungri said holding the book.

"Just throw that stuff away!"

Crying, Seungri took the book with him and went out of the apartment. He ran down the streets of Seoul. He was too busy to think, he was shaking and he remembered the look on Jiyong's face...pure desperation and regret.

He decided to throw the book in the river and after he did, he sat down and began sobbing. He went home and found Jiyong on the couch, apparently sleeping. He went to his own room and began crying again. He didn't know what to think, everything was a blur...