You belong with me (A Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 9 - You belong with me

Everything in the kitchen somehow feels warm while I’m having my ‘little’ breakdown. Why am I feeling like this.. This is wrong… I shouldn’t be crying for a guy that I know who won’t love me back..

Harry is happy with Taylor. I know that he is because whenever we start talking about Taylor, his face would light up. His eyes, he’s beautiful  mysterious eyes would also light up. And when they fought, he would think of ways on how he’s going to make Taylor better again with him. Even if he hides it to me, I know that’s what been on his mind this whole day..

But you’re also happy when you’re with Harry, Em.

My mind and my heart keeps battling inside me. My mind thinks that Harry and Taylor are in a relationship. But my heart keeps on telling me that I should be the one who’s there and not Taylor.

I keep listening to my mind because it’s right. No matter how hard it is for me to accept that Harry and Taylor are together, I can never l-love Harry… I would just hurt my own heart…

But I can’t… Why am I so hard and so emotional! Is this what it feels to be i-in love? But why does it hurt so much.. I thought that love is supposed to make you happy. But why am I crying now… Why am I feeling this way..

I suddenly heard footsteps walking in the kitchen. I immediately rubbed my tears away making my eyes sting. And turned my head away from the person’s view.

“Emily?”

It was Harry who came in.

Great..

“Y-you need anything?” I cleared my voice

“You don’t need to act like a maid anymore” I heard his deep chuckle

“What do you mean?”

“Taylor left..”

What? Weren’t they fine moments ago? What happened to them now? I was just sitting here and makevmyself unseen so that they can have their alone time. What did they fight about now?

“What happen?”I sat up straight still avoiding any eye contact

I started to hear Harry’s footsteps from behind coming towards me. Please don’t look at me, Please don’t….

“Emily, are you okay? You’re acting different”Harry called in concern while turning himself infront of me

“What? I’m o-okay Harry” I looked down hoping that he won’t see my puffy stinged eyes

I closed my eyes and hope that he won’t see my eyes from my emotional breakdown. But i felt that he knelt down to meet my level. He kept a few strands of hair away from my face making a clear view of my puffed eyes.

“Were you crying?” Harry whispered

I turned my head away from him making him loose the strands of my hair. I don’t know what to say to him. I’m not really good at keeping my feelings inside and not talk about it. But I don’t want to talk to Harry about it.

Especially when he’s the reason why i cried..

He suddenly stood up while I open my eyes. He walks to the living room and turned the Television on. I gave him a confused look while he puts the t.v on audio mode. He then starts to lean down infront of the t.v and searched for something.

He found a medium sized box and it’s a Wii. How come I never seen this before?  Harry puts all the correct cable from the Wii to the T.V. As soon as he finishes, he turns to look at me and gave me a playful smile.