You belong with me (A Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 15 - Expect the unexpected

Taylor’s P.O.V

I’m not doing this anymore.. I’m not making myself go back to Harry whenever he pleases. I’m not the kind of girl who keeps on hanging with her uncaring boyfriend. I’ve learned all of those things through my past ones. Yes I had a lot of boyfriends but that doesn’t mean I’m slutty or bitchy instead, I always thought that he’s the one but I guess I’m wrong. I’m just a girl who’s trying to find her true love someday.. And I guess Harry isn’t the one..

I got home by my bodyguards fetching me from Harry’s house. They said that I was quiet from the time being and I wasn’t acting myself. But can you blame me? I’m tired.. emotionally tired. I’ve tried everything to let Harry notice me but when I tried to be affectionate to him he disses me off and worries about Emily.

Why is he always mentioning Emily’s name? What happen to my name? What did Emily do to Harry to make him feel that way? What does even Harry feel about Emily…

My stomach felt a twitch as I start to think about Harry having feelings of Emily. I sat down at my couch and hugged my legs near my chest.

What does Harry want from me anyway.. All I want him to know is that I want him to be mine only.. Doesn’t he realize that it means I love him too much to be shared by another girl.. Especially if that girl has all the things that I couldn’t have..

Emily.. I admit she’s pretty.. She’s nice.. she isn’t like those girls who you just simply look at.. I can tell that she’s unique by the way she talked to all of us when I had dinner in Harry’s house.. She lights up the atmosphere everytime she talks about her family, her friends and their culture in the Philippines..

And me? I’m nothing like her.. I write songs and make girls feel like a princess but that’s all.. all I am is just a singer.. and maybe Harry thinks that too..

I shook my head right away and turned my hand into fists.

Harry.. Why couldn’t he understand that I want what’s best for him? Why can’t he understand that when I say that I get jealous really bad, it means that he only belongs to me? I mean if he doesn’t even love me anymore he should just say it to me right?

Does he even love me anymore? Does he even love Emily now?

I sat up and grabbed my guitar next to the couch. Then I got up to get my small note book from where I wrote my little song about Harry. I placed the note infront of me while writing all the possible thoughts that came through my mind.

Once a upon a time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me..

I started to strum the right notes to my guitar as I start to hum the tone for the song.

When your saddest fear
Comes creeping in..
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything..

I hummed and played the guitar for the right notes for my new little song. As soon as I finished it, I was thinking of a right title for the song.

I knew you were trouble

Yeah that’s right. That’s my new name for the song. Harry deserves to hear this song. So I think I’ll record this to my new album ‘Red’. I want to let people know that you shouldn’t go for a person who you knew he was trouble. Who you thought that he’s the one but he isn’t..

I closed my notebook and put my guitar back to its place. I looked at the clock and it was already past 11pm. I checked on my phone to see if Harry even texted me or called. My wallpaper was me with him having the same wallpaper on his phone.  But nothing.. there wasn’t even a single missed call.