You belong with me (A Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 11 - Catfight

Emily’s P.O.V

I walked out of the theatre and into the bathroom. I opened the door quiet violently and stand infront of the mirror. And to my luck, nobody was inside considering that the movie isn’t finished yet.

I looked at my own image and remembered every part of what happened between me and Harry. We were about to… kiss. We were copying on what Flynn and Rapunzel were doing. I don’t know what made me lean close to Harry but I was what people call it ‘under his spell’..

And more importantly, I don’t know why Harry also did the same. Doesn’t he know that you shouldn’t kiss any girl except your girlfriend? And aren’t he and Taylor still fighting? Not to mention that I’m going to be the one who are they going to quarrel about tonight..  Again,,

I never wanted to be in between their relationship from the very beginning.. but I guess the more I keep myself away from it, the more I get myself into it. Does fate like to toy with me? Am I going to let fate play with me all the time?

But you love Harry Em. Isn’t this what you wanted?

No! I can’t love Harry.. I can’t… it’s impossible…  I can never love someone who I know that he can never love me back..

I looked down and stared at the smooth sink as I closed my eyes to prevent small tears coming out. Then I heard the door also quiet opened violently. I turn opposite from the person’s view immediately avoiding any eye contact. Why is that everytime I’m about to cry, there’s going to be someone who will see it?!

“Emily? Are you okay?”

It was El. I sighed but still couldn’t look at her. I wasn’t that close to say everything to her yet. I’m not saying that I think of her as a bad person, it’s just that I’m not that open to people who I’m not closed to yet.

“What happened? You can tell me Em”

I don’t know why but I feel that she’s smiling to me from behind. Her voice was full of concern but calm at the same time. I turned myself to face her as she held both of her arms into a hug.

I half chuckled and hugged her gently as she patted my back.

“Everything’s going to be fine”

 The hug felt nice and warm. I started to like El. Even if she completely doesn’t know a thing about me yet. She knew how to make a friend smile. But somehow my smile rubbed off and I feel my tears again. El pulled me away gently while still holding onto my shoulders. I was biting my bottom lip trying myself not to cry.

El hugged me again

“You have to listen to your heart. Your heart knows whats best for you Em” She half whispered

Tears were starting to fall down as I hug El tight and dug my face into her shoulder.

“But.. I know he doesn’t l-love me back El… He has Taylor.. He loves her and always will” I closed my eyes and start to feel the sting.

“You can never know what fate can do” She smoothed my hair

“Fate? Fate keeps on playing with me.. all I am to Harry is trouble and pressure.. that’s what fate planned to me.. just a nuisance.. a freaking nuisance..”

“Don’t ever think of yourself like that Em. You are better than that. And I know you’re not a nuisance to Harry”

I pulled away gently to look at her

“How do you know that?”

“I’m his friend and friends know every detail of their friends. And since Harry is my friend, I can tell that you’re not a nuisance to him” She smiles while she rubs my tears away with her thumb