India In The Hustle

Chapter 44

INDIA

   "What you talking about India?" Odell said looking at me as I out my head down looking at my hands.

   "I don't want to be together anymore Odell." I told him feeling the tears running down my face.

   "You serious?" He asked me as I nodded my head looking up at him as he had a hurt expression on his face. I couldn't even look at him longer before I heard him mumble something.

   "Alright India. Do what you want but don't keep my daughter away from me." He said walking out the room as I heard a door slam. Getting out the bed walking into the bathroom looking in the mirror as I saw the scars on my face along with my black eye.

   What did I do to deserve this?

   Trouble follows me in every relationship. If it's not one thing, it's another. My high school boyfriend was an abuser and that's where the root of my problems started. Letting him hit me hiding the marks away from my family. They didn't even know he was putting his hands on me until he did it at my house.

   Brandon. I actually thought he was different from the previous guy I was in a relationship in. He was loving. He showed me things no man ever did until I became more successful than him. Every little thing I completed there was always in competition with him. I thought he had changed after our first year being together until I got pregnant. The beating was more often and that's how I lost my son Kayden being pushed down the stairs.

   Then there was Marc. He was a stalker. I didn't even know why I gave him a second chance. He was crazy to the fullest. He was a jealous boyfriend who I couldn't escape from. Learning that I lost my baby when I didn't even know I was pregnant. I couldn't feel bad because it was my fault. I choose to stay with a guy who put his hands on me.

   Odell. I didn't know what it was when I first meet him. He was different. It was like he was always saving me. He was always one step ahead of you. First our relationship was sex. Him being around me treating me different from the guys I've been with. Odell treated me like a queen. I was his baby girl and I was addicted to him literally. Odell and our personality clashed really quickly with my attitude and his demanding ways. I didn't know how we were going to work.

   He let it been know that Odell Beckham doesn't take orders from no one. Our relationship started off real rocky. Him and my sister fighting. He gave no fucks about people opinions while I was afraid people were going to judge me. It took us awhile to express our feeling for each other by saying I love you when our daughter was born. I wouldn't have it one way.

   But who's to say Odell isn't like the rest of the guys I dealt with?

   I don't know that our whole relationship has been my drama. Something to deal with India. I love Odell I do I really do but I don't want to be in a relationship right now with anyone. I just want to work on myself. I want to figure out what India wants. Even though I have to deal with Odell for Kaylee sake. I hope he will respect my wishes.

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   "You did what?" Brandi yelled over the phone as I rolled my eyes. She was being dramatic.

   "Brandi please." I said. She was going on and on about the bad decision I just made.

   "I'm just saying India. Odell was good for you. He treated you like a queen and you broke it off with him." She said in disbelief. Shaking my head as I grabbed my purse walking out the house. Mama Heather wanted to see me today plus my baby was there and I missed her.

   "Brandi not everything is perfect." I said getting into the car as I locked the door. Even though Brandon was dead I couldn't help the feeling something else was gone happen.