Because I Love You |✔️

[19]• Soft Lips"♥

Cassie Mallet

It's been a couple days now, since the incident at the party. Even thinking about it makes me feel sick. Jake's tried to call none stop, i haven't answered his calls. I haven't answered anyone's calls.

I've been sitting in this pink room the last two days, looking at the roof. I was depressed, angry, maybe even jealous. OK i was jealous. I couldn't help it, to even think about her kissing him, him kissing her, it made me want to physically hurl. "I mean what was he thinking? she freaking cheated on him! or doesn't he care anymore? maybe he don't who knows. But he kissed me? he actually kissed me lip on lip! so that means he doesn't see me as just a friend, but if that's the case why did he kiss her?! my mind kept doing over time repeating the same questions in my head over and over again. I'm sure this wasn't mentally healthy, but i couldn't help it." Dad was even worried about me," I sighed and wrapped my blanket over my head, i wanted the bed to eat me.

My phone buzzed, and i knew who it was before i even read the ID tag, - i popped my head up looking at my phone and sure enough, it was Jake. I can't answer him what am i suppose to say? damn me! i cursed annoyed. I took in a deep breathe and pressed "Answer".

"Cassie?" Jake's voice called through the phone huskly.

Hello?

Cassie are you there?

Please Cassie, talk to me?

................ Cassie?"

i'm sorry."

And i hung up. I couldn't do it, what was i suppose to say to him? "Oh Jake, yeah sorry i didn't answer your calls or texts it's because i was jealous of you kissing Cecile?!" Is that what i'm suppose to say? heck no, i'd rather die. But i missed him, a lot.

7.45pm

I was still in the exact position i was in this morning, still wrapped up in bed, i told Dad i wasn't feeling well. He brought it.

"Cassie?," Dad's voice called from the bottom of the staircase. "Yeah," I answered him weakly. "There's someone at the door for you," He informed me. "Who?" I asked but i had a pretty good idea as it was. "He said his name is Jakey?" Dad laughed. I smiled at that, but sighed i can't talk to him.

"Tell him i'm not home," I say plainly covering over my entire body with blankets, hiding.

A few moments went by without a sound, i heard dad close the door. "Did he leave?" I whispered to myself slightly disappointed i didn't expect him to give up so fast. "It's not polite to ignore your guests Cassie?" Jake's voice rang in my ears, sounding very close to me. I gently pulled the covers down my eyes instantly landing on Jake's. He looked stressed, not like his usual self. "Hey," He said in a whisper smiling slightly but it didn't reach his eyes. "Hey," I say plainly sitting up running a nervous hand threw my hair. "Cassie, can we talk?" He asked his eyes sinking as he took a seat at the end of my bed making it sink at my feet. "There's nothing to talk about Jake," I tell him harshly my eyes dropping. "There's a heck of a lot to talk about!" He corrected me frustration in his voice.

"Like what enlighten me?" I asked him blankly crossing my arms.

"Well, we could start about what happened at the party?" He whispered.

"I don't want to talk about it, whatever goes on between you and your girlfriend is nothing to do with me! could you tell her that as well." I snapped glaring at him, jealously getting the better of me.

"Cecile isn't my girlfriend! you know that," Jake snapped back his eyes locking with mine. "Didn't look like that at the party," I mumbled rolling my eyes. "Nothing happened at the party?" Jake defended creasing his eye brows confused. "Don't lie to me Jake i saw," I grunted pissed.

"You saw what?"

"Don't act like you don't know," I glared at him my eyes becoming watery. "Cassie, i have no idea what your on about?! He denied playing Innocent.

"You kissed her Jake!" I almost screamed, tears threatening to spill. I turned away wiping away the tears before he could see. "Cassie," He began his voice horse. "Look, just forget about it OK?" I sighed bringing my eyes back to his. "Cassie, it wasn't like that..." He paused catching a breath; Cecile came onto me, if you were really there you would have saw that! I didn't kiss her, i pushed her away, didn't you see that? i was drunk Cassie, if i did anything to hurt you i'm sorry.." Jake apologized his voice becoming lower- I don't remember much of that night but you want to know what i do remember? He asked a smirk forming on his lips. I looked at him, my face expressionless. "What?" I whispered a little curious. "I can show you better then i can tell you," Jake smirked edging his way closer to me. I raised a curious eye brow, giving him a questionable look.

"Close your eyes?" He smirked inches away from me. I smiled looking at him weirdly, but closed them anyway. "I remember this," He whispered his breath on my lips. And then he kissed me.

It wasn't like the first time he kissed me, this time was different. It was slow, passionate, sexy.

His lips were soft, moistest, he sucked at my bottom lip tugging at it. I smirked into the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. His nose rubbed against mine, and it made me laugh. He broke away looking at me, his eyes longing and playful. He smirked and kissed me again, this time with more force. I began to run my fingers threw his hair tugging at it playfully. "Cassie," I heard him groan between kisses. I smirked and pulled away both of us breathless. He looked at me his eyes staring into mine, and i giggled like a little girl he looked so venerable, so cute, so sexy at that moment. "Is that all you remember?" I asked between breathes.

"No, he smirked raising an eye brow. I also remember you throwing a descent left hook at Cecile?" He laughed kissing my cheek bone. "Yeah, i did that..." I laughed at the memory. "So, does this mean you forgive me?" He smirked pouting out his lip and giving me puppy dogs eyes. "Maybe," I grinned kissing his nose. "I'll take that as a yes," He smirked pecking my lips once more.

"By the way, He paused looking at me amusingly - I love the room."

My cheeks flushed and i suddenly became embarrassed. "Dad hasn't redecorated since i was seven," I whine blushing. "No, i like it' He smirked. "You do?" I laughed un-believing. "Yeah, it's like i'm ken and your barbie and this is our dream house." He chuckled amused. "Real funny," I laughed sticking my tong out at him. "Well come on," Jake smirked jumping up from my bed. "Get dressed," He told me. "Why?" I asked him confused. "Were going on our first date, dummy!" He joked giving me a "duh" look. I smiled like there was no tomorrow, he was taking me out on a date. Our first date. "Okay," I smirked jumping up and shooing him out of my room. "Why are you kicking me out?" Jake questioned confused. "Can i get dressed?" I asked him smirking. "Can i watch?" He teased.

"Nope," I laughed pushing him out my door and closing it.

I ran to my dresser pulling out everything i owned," First date with Jake, what should i wear? i asked myself excitement filling up inside of me.

I couldn't even concentrate on what to wear cause all i could think about was Jake's lips on mine, replaying in my head like a love song.