Footage // Mr. Hemmings

2.1

He looked confused, and some other expression I couldn't read. "Wait, wait wait. You. You told me- No, I'm not" he start saying and then laughed before getting off of me pulling his boxers up over his hips. I grabbed my dress and covered myself with it.

"I know what I said Luke" I told him quietly, "so you lied? You're not just a hormonal crazy teenager, you're a liar too!" He said looking really angry. "Luke I didn't. Okay wait I know it mattered but" I wanted to tell him it was okay and that it didn't matter, but it did. To me.

"I won't be the one to take your virginity" he said staring at me. "Why not!?" I asked standing up. Pulling my underwear on. He headed toward the light but I stopped him. "Don't you dare turn on that light Mister" I said and he turned around facing me. "But Luke what do you want me to do? Loose my virginity and then have séx with you?" I said losing my patience.

Was I not good enough for him. Or did he not want to waste his time.

"Yeah. Go go do that, and then come back." He said looking like he was considering that. "No Luke, I don't want to have meaningless séx with a stranger" I said and then that's when he looked at me. Like he couldn't believe the words that came out of my mouth. Like he wanted me to take them back. I covered up. "I'd rather have meaningless sêx with you" I coughed and put my bra and dress on.

He didn't talk that whole time. I knew I said the wrong thing. Shìt. I was about to leave but he took my hand. "Only, meaningless sêx, no love making, or like making. No nothing, no strings no accidental feelings." He said before kissing me, he brought my body into him and cradled my waist while deepening the kiss.

"Saturday".

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Saturday was two days away now. I was sitting in school stressing to the max. Not because I had a test in front of me. It was because Luke. He's all I was able to think about since I left his house. Saturday. Saturday's meant to be a fun day. And Sunday's meant to be a chill day. I'll be stressing all Saturday and I'll be confused all Sunday. I only have two days off from school and I'll be going insane.

For the first time in my entire life, I wished there was a day for school between Friday and Saturday. Maybe a week, maybe more. Maybe I could fake my period. Or I could tell him I'm busy, or I'm sick. Oh the possibilities.

Or I could go through with it. What am I saying it's not mission impossible. Well it is for me. Oh my god calm down Hadley! Chill chill chill chill no chill. God. Wow.

The bell rang and I realised I'd only scribbled half of the test, and answered whatever I could. I actually studied for this test last night. To get my mind off of Luke. What's he doing to me. Ever since I've been around him I haven't gotten detention. I haven't gotten time to get detention. I'm turning into someone completely different. My mom likes me?!? She doesn't give out to me everyday.

I don't like this. I haven't pulled a prank, I haven't been hanging out with my friends as much. I don't know what's wrong with me. "Hadley the bell rang many minutes ago, it's lunch. Go" the teacher demanded. "Sorry Sir" I said getting up. Oh my god no. I don't apologise. Stop. "I mean I'm not sorry" I said and ran out of the classroom.

I went to the maths classroom instead of the lunch room. "Luke I'm going insane, what's wrong with me- I, I don't know what I'm doing" I looked up and realised the principal was there. My cheeks flushed red and I felt a tightening in my throat. "Ms. Court what on earth are you talking about?" She said looking between us in a suspicious way.

Luke looked terrified. "I had a test, and I think I failed it. I was beginning to try a lot harder, but I think the pressure was eating away at me, I haven't had time to do other things. Or think about myself for a little while. I shouldn't of dived head first into something I wasn't ready for." They both looked at me in the weirdest way.