Chapter 4

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Michael P.O.V

Her tears stain my shirt and I hold her closer. No one should have to suffer this much.
Suddenly she pulls away from me but she doesn't look up she just stares at the ground.
"M-Michael I'm going to go lay down."
"Okay Bell are you going to be alright if I go talk to the boys?"
She nods her head and walks back the bed not looking up. Poor bell.
I go and knock on the boys room.
"who is it " Luke asks
"It's me you idiot"

Luke opens the door and smiles at me.

"Just let me in you idiot." I smile back at him.

Luke steps aside and lets me in the bedroom. I walk in and look around. Its kinda set up like me and Bells but there is a couch across form the two beds. i notice Cal and Ash laying on the two beds on their phones so that must mean that Luke got the couch. Poor Lucas.

"So what did you want Mikey?" Luke asks cutting me out of my thoughts.

"Oh yeah, that." I pause for a moment. "I think we should go get some food." I really wanted to talk about Bell but I shouldn't bother Luke with that he has Arzaylea (I may of have spelled her name wrong but I'm to lazy to look it up.)to deal with so I guess I won't talk about "Bell."

"Uh okay, but what did you really want to talk about?"

"W-what do you mean?" Does Luke know me that well?

"You literally just said Bell." Luke smirks. "Mikey you like her."

I look down and blush slightly.

"You just met her today."

"No I haven't."

"What do you mean no you haven't I watched you follow her today and you never go in Instagram or Facebook.
I looked down
"Michael Gordon Clifford tell me what you did."
"I-I-"
"Spit it out Mikey."
"I created a fake account to talk to her cause I know me following her on my real account would cause problems for her."
"what's your name on this fake account?"
"it's ummm..... Rosa Lee"
"Rosa lee really."
I look down and blush slightly.
"You like her don't you."
"No-maybe ......yes. I do I really like her. I just want to hold her and tell her she's beautiful."
"Dude that sounds really cheesy."
"I know and shut up and you two." I look over at Ash and Cal. "you better not breathe a word about this."
"we won't we won't." Cal and Ash both say.
"can we order the pizza now Mikey I'm starving." Luke begs.
"yes Lucas, but you're calling it to get ordered."
Luke sighs getting his phone out."I'm going back to Bell."
Luke nods and I walk back to me and Bells room.

I walked back into our room to find Bell laying in the same position I left her in the bed curled in a ball but this time she had her phone out and she staring at it blankly. I suddenly feel my phone buzz in my pocket so I take it out and check it. Its a twitter message from Bell.
its says
Bell5sos: "I need you right now."
I start hearing quite Cry's coming from Bell. Dammit, it shows I read it and I didn't respond is that what happens every time I don't respond to her. I'm such a asshole.
"Bell." I say.
She wipes her eyes then says,"y-yeah." it sounds like she's been crying longer than what I heard.
"me and the boys ordered pizza we are going to eat it in their room."
"I'm not hungry."
"do you want to at least sit with us?"
"N-no i would just like to sleep for a while if that's okay."
"yeah that's fine.if you need us just knock on the door okay."
"okay." I look at her back worriedly. Something isn't right she isn't like this.
"I could stay here with you if you want Bell."
"No I'll be f-fine."
I walk out of the room quietly closing the door behind me. My phone then buzzes. I look at it seeing it is from Bell to my fake account.
Bell5sos:"I guess you are busy that's okay I'll be fine I guess."
I respond quickly.
RoseLee:"I'm so sorry Bell my mom was trying to make me eat again. She won't stop badgering me."
Bell5sos:"Its okay rose.can you talk now?"
RoseLee:"yeah totally.whats wrong."
Bell5sos:"I'm on tour with 5sos and Michael Clifford  <3 <3 and I don't know something just doesn't feel right. Michael held me while I was crying and I loved being wrapped in his arms but I  feel broken that he won't ever love me the way I love him I'm too ugly."
RoseLee:"for one, you aren't ugly and two if you're totally in love with Michael then why don't you tell him."

I walk over to Luke's door and open it.
"did you idiots order the pizza yet."
My phone buzzes again.
"yes we did and who are you texting."luke smirks
"nobody."
"bullshit." luke takes my phone and runs to the bed where cal and ash are lying.
"mate she's totally in love with you."
"no she's not no one could love me.not someone as beautiful as her."
"id say different from these text."
"is this why you're always so tired mate you're up all night texting her."Ash says looking at my phone with luke.
"I.....uh....yeah.can I have my phone back now."
Ashton takes the phone from luke and hands of to me.
"thanks mate." I look at the messages bell sent.

Bell5sos:"cause ugh I don't know.i just can't"
RoseLee:"bell I'm so sorry I've got to go my mom is bugging me again."
Bell5sos:"wait can I ask you something first?"
RoseLee:"of course what is it."
Bell5sos:"will I ever meet you."
I stare down at my phone if she met rose she'd know it was me. I type messages over and over again. I want to tell her so bad but then she'd say something online and she'll stop talking to me like a normal person. Like I'm not a famous star that gets fawned over daily. I want a Normal friend ship.

RoseLee:"maybe someday."

A/n
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