"Fuck this" he cursed under his breath which made me step back
"Ano bang problema mo? Ha Blake?" I know that i'm shaking with fear because of what i'm seeing right now and i thank all the angels when i managed to sound normal despite these jitters
Napasandal si Blake sa railings. Andito kami ngayon sa rooftop ng main building ng school na ngayon ko lang natagpuan. I'm looking through his eyes, my steps are so careful, making sure not to break something in him. Hindi ko siya mabasa, makita. I don't even know if what i'm seeing is real. He seems so different, so surreal
"Fallon, you're making me go insane"
He muttered something na hindi ko narinig. Nakatingin lang sya sa sapatos niya, o sa kawalan, i can't tell.
"Ano?" tanong ko at medyo nagulat ako ng inangat niya ang mukha niya at tumingin sa mga mata ko
He smirked. Yung hindi ko masabi kung nangaasar ba siya o mapait ang ngiting yun. Natawa siya ng mahina at yumuko ulit. I find it hot though. I just remember those boys from the books i have read and my fascination with these kind of scenes
"You're crazy Blake" tatalikuran ko na sana siya pero nagsalita sya ulit
"That's exactly my point."
Napaharap ulit ako at pinaulit ang sinabi niya pero umiling lang siya
"Forget it Fallon. Bumalik ka na sa klase mo. Just...forget this day"
Naglakad na siya pababa ng rooftop at iniwan akong nakatanga dun.
"Siya tong nangaladkad tas siya rin tong mang-iiwan. Thank you ha!" I shouted before he could even step outside the door
Lumingon muna siya sakin, "You're welcome missy" kumindat at tuluyan nang umalis. That jerk
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"Oh, himala ata, walang Blake na nakabuntot sayo ngayon?" Pangbungad ni Mariah nang magkita kami sa malapit na coffee shop sa school. I texted her na vacant ko at kailangan ko ng kasama and knowing this bitch, she will ditch her class just to go with me, or she just wants to ditch her class
"Yeah right. Actually it's a good thing. Makakahinga na ako ng fresh air dahil wala nang polusyon sa paligid"
"Ouch. Thats harsh. Sayang di ko narecord. I should've sent it to Blake"
"Close na kayo?"
"Why? What's wrong with being close to my best friend's boyfriend?"
Muntik ko nang matapon ang kape ko kay Mariah nang sinabi niya yun
"Saan mo naman nakuha yan? He is not my boyfriend and never will he ever be" pinandilatan ako ni Mariah. I'm just stating a fact
"Sinabi niya sakin. Remember that night when you left your phone in his car para magCR? Tumawag ako nun at siya ang nakasagot. Ang funny nga kasi galit na galit sya akala nya kung sinong 'bae' ang tumawag sayo. Hindi naman halatang possessive siya e" natawa pa siya pagkatapos niyang sinabi yun
"Nothing's funny about it Mar."
"Kinikilig ako, tumahimik ka nga"
Napairap nalang ako sa kagagagahan netong kaibigan ko. Minsan talaga ang sarap niyang sakalin eh. Alam naman nya kung gaano ko kagustong mawala na sa mundong ito yung Erasmo na yun tas ipipilit pa
"How many times do i have to tell you na hinding hindi ko siya magugustuhan? And him being my boyfriend? I'd rather drink a litter of muriatic acid than to actually let him become one" tinititigan niya lang ako gamit ang mapanghusga niyang mata "What? Seryoso ako"
