My First Love Story

Middle School

As I expected, we went to the same middle school. Half of our friends went to this school too. At that time, I decided to keep it as a secret that I like him to everyone that doesn't went to the same elementary school as us and didn't know about us. Oh, did I not tell you? Everyone in our grade back in elementary school knew that I like him. When I said everyone, it's everyone. Even if they doesn't in the same class as us. It's such a nightmare.
What I wished for didn't come true. One of my friends said it to other person that I like you and the word spread in our year. Since that day, I thought to myself 'If it's gonna be like this, I will just be honest when they ask me who I like'. In our first year of middle school, we were in a separated class. Except for English class. Oddly, this school have 3 English set. Which was we will mix with other students from another classes. It was divided. I thought that I was finally free from you. But, at the same time, I was happy. I'm not gonna lie. Our classroom was not that far. We always bumped each other when we want to go to the stairs. I was really happy when I got to see you. I always tell my friends that you were cute and handsome. But yeah, you never paid attention to me. My friends said that I just need to give up. Give me time. I'm sure that I'll get over you. One day. For sure. I thought. But it was impossible as time goes by. I'm not going to tell you a cliché story. I never bumped with him outside from the school. Except one day. We have summer festival today. I went with my friends. At one of the stall there. I saw him with his friends. You smiled like an idiot. You looked so happy. Gladly, my friends doesn't notice it. I fall for that idiotic smile. The care free smile. But you know, he never smiled like that in front of me. Is it because he hates me? Yeah. I think that is true. Everyone will teased us. Because of that he growth distance. But, I remember when we fought over a chair. That was so funny. That was the first time after a long silenced between us. Ah, I remember when I asked him to zip up his bag. I miss those moments. Should I tell all of you about our 2nd year of middle school? I preferred not. There's nothing happen. Except for our P.E class. My class and his class was joint for P.E class. That's it. Nothing interesting happen. In 3rd year, both of us busy for our high school entrance exam. He aimed for one of the top school. Same as me. But I aimed for two top school. The school he aimed for was his first choice while for me was the second choice. For my first choice, I choose a school that was much more difficult than that. I thought I can go to that school.

Hello! I'm really sorry if there were grammar or spelling mistake. As you can see, English is not my first language. I'm still learning and will try my best! I will update soon. But not that soon maybe. I have one of the big exam this year.