As the times flew by, we started to notice each other existence. It's not like we never knew each other, it's more like we don't want to know. The moments we talked will always be in our Literature class, right? As we in the same group that consist about 4 people. I thought, why did the teacher assigned us into the same group? I don't want this. Of course, that's a lie. I'm happy. I overjoyed. Finally, the moments have come. My youth. My love. But, all of that destroyed. We talked to each other. But, our heart remain silent. Our heart- No, my heart already gave up. There's no happiness in our talked. All we did just argued. Why? Why only me? What kind of sin that my past life did? Why I deserved this kind of love? My painful first love.
'Eri, you don't need to give up you know. Maybe he like you back but to shy to say so,' 'Why it has to be him? He's the worst for ignoring you!' 'You deserve someone better,' 'What do you see inside him? There's someone that's much kinder than him,' Well, that's what my friends told me. Why must him? I don't know. Why you like him? I don't know. I'm curious, how did you fall for him? I don't know. Tell me the answer! I don't know. In fact, I'm the one that wants to know all the questions that everyone asked. If you curious, I'm more curious for the answer than you. I shut all the pain inside myself. No one knows. No one see. No one hear. The pain, the scream, the torture for falling at someone that doesn't like you back. I hope it's just a mere crush. But, hope remains as hope. There's nothing I can do except for finding the escape route for this maze. Is there any escape? I don't know. I still searching for the answer.
Let's put this depressed thing on hold. Aside from that sad things, there's so much happy things that happen too. Let me tell all of you in the next chapter. The beauty and the pain of first love.
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Long time no update! Busy, busy and busy as my exam keep on nearing! I'll update soon after there's enough idea to make the chapter~
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My First Love Story
Novela JuvenilIt's about Akiyama Eri first love and her life. When she discovered her first love and what happen to it. What about her friendship? She will tell it to you. Will it going to be bittersweet? Or happy? Or sad? What's going to happen? Who knows.
