Ron W X reader X Harry P (*New Year's eve special) When I was your man

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Harry's pov

More than anything, the streets were filled with all kinds of people. Children, elders, women, men, muggles and wizards. The most of them were there for the same reason. To spend the night and of course, in the first second of a new year, be with a person they respect and adore. Unfortunately, it was only a majority. 

I tried to look away at all the couples that just walked past me, but it was just a pitiful waste. They were all so cheerful, so happy that it was almost a disgusting, yet envious sight. Because I knew that if I wasn't such an idiot, I would be with a girl I like right now too.

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now.

Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same.

It wasn't too long ago. How much, a month, two? Yes, I remember that it is two. If I just could go back in time and changed my attitude towards not only her, but people around her as well. Even now, they avoid talking about her with me, but it cannot be helped.

When our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me down.

'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name.

It all started when we, me, Y/n, Ron and Hermione started searching for horcruxes. I started being more cold to her, too fixed onto the idea of beating Voldemort, and yelled at her a lot for such dumb reasons. 

Too dumb, too young, to realize...

Eventually, we were just falling, and falling, until I couldn't recall the smile on her face I used to see so often. One day, she split it off, and there is no way in hiding it. In one way it was a relief. That she will finally be able to be happy without the stress that I forced upon her.

That I should have bought you flowers, and held your hand.

But in another way, it was a moment of great regret. I couldn't help but wonder, what happened? Why did this turn out to be so painful? If I was hurt, then how much did she suffer through? 

Should have gave you all my hours, when I had the chance.  

If only I wasn't an eccentric fool, then she could have still loved me. 

Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance.

If only...

Now my baby's dancing, but she is dancing with another man.

Only a month ago though, I started noticing it. The smile on my best friend's face when Hermione mentions her, the bright redness of his ears when his brothers start teasing him. 

My pride, my ego, and my selfish ways...

But I also started noticing something else also. The way they now talk is much different than usual. Ron even starts listening to what she says. Y/n could also speak her ideas about all sorts of things with him. Something that she could have not done with me.

Caused a good strong woman to walk out my life.

After a month since the break-up, Ron asked me if he could confess to her. Even though I was deprived by anger and envy, I couldn't help but know that it will make her and my best friend happy. So after a day or two, Ron confessed to her in Three Broomsticks, and she accepted his feelings. 

I am also regretting that I never ever apologized for what I've done.

Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made.

But I also knew that I don't have the guts too either.

And it hunts me every time I close my eyes.

Just before a bookshop I saw one couple that stands out more than any of them. A tall ginger teenager and a shorter h/c female were hugging while not facing the crowd.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong.

It was also midnight. So, their miracle obviously happened, the kiss unlike any fairy tale I saw.

I whispered a couple of words dedicated to them.

''I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hands. Give you all his hours when he has the chance.''

''Take you to every party 'cause I remember how much you loved to dance''

''Do all the things I should have done when I was you man.''

A/N

Happy 2016 everyone! These are my resolutions and desires for this year. I decided to be grateful and cheap this year! :D

Markiplier's hair

Jacksepticeye's eyes

Sam Winchester and Andy Biersack's PERFECTION ASDFGHJKL

Better grades

A death note

To see my fatal crush after  40000000000000 mile trip.

Justin Bieber's head

Okay that is all! Anyway, I wish that you all enjoyed this one, it was a bit longer than usual! I also wish that you make at least some of your resolutions! 

PS:I GIVE COOKIES!

Sayonara!


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