UNLOVED

Chapter 2♥

I wake up to the sound of my alarm. I growled as I got up from the mattress and headed for the shower to have my bath. I went down to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast. I look at the clock and it's just 3:45 am.
You can't blame me I have to feed more than 50 people so i have to start as early as possible and most people wake up by 7
I start getting all the ingredients ready when I hear a loud thud. I looked around the kitchen.
"Fuck " the intruder yelled probably because he got hurt. "Jake? " I asked after some seconds of just standing shocked. I went closer to where the voice came from and when I saw that the person was indeed Jake I couldn't help but feel relieved. I let our a breath I didn't realize I was holding. Jake seemed to be a little tipsy and I guessed that he was drunk.
"Alpha Jake are you ok? " I asked feeling a little bit nervous. Jack looked at me surprised. Well i guess he didn't notice me standing there for the past few minutes. I'm already used to that being invisible and all.
"I'm fine"he said, he's eyes cold and hard. I looked at him concerned even though he too has inflicted in me a lot of pain. I just couldn't hate any of them, I couldn't bring myself to do that at all. We maintained eye contact for some time. I noticed that something was bothering him and since he was drunk maybe i could get him to talk. It took a lot of alcohol to make a werewolf drunk talk less of an alpha. I decided to break the awkward silence.
"Alpha Jake are you drunk?" I asked feeling stupid because it was so obvious. I expected him to say something but he didn't he's eyes grew darker
"No I'm not I'm just a little bit tipsy " I hadn't expected him to talk at all " ok fine I am" he laughed to himself. He walked passed me going up to his room when I stopped him. "U-ummm is there anything bothering you cause a second ago you looked unhappy" he suddenly stopped and slowly turned to me he's eyes getting darker. " I don't need your help or want to talk to you" he replied harshly.

I shrank back "ohh ok"
He walked up the stairs and went to his room, slamming the door behind him.
I get back to making breakfast but i couldn't help but think about the flicker in Jakes eyes which showed that something was disturbing him.

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Days past but i couldn't help but notice the change in Jakes attitude. He still beats me and does other bad things to me but every night Jake leaves the house and comes back drunk early in the morning which was very unusual of him. I decided to ask him finally. I looked at the time on my clock and it says 3:23
This was the time he normally came home. I left my room and went to the kitchen because he liked passing the kitchen door.
Three minutes later he walked in drunk again.
"We need to talk" I said

Pic on the side is Alpha Jake.